[S]tevey - The Child Daddy Loves The Most !

宅男去当兵了。

2008-06-05T05:45:00.000+08:00

ok 我在几个小时后就要去当兵了。
真想不到，我毕业后，已经过了4-5个月了。
这几个月作了不少事。
应该是在这半年很多事发生了。
我变21了，我从理工学院里毕业了，当过了代课老师，等等。
上个星期，我去了毕业典礼，真的好怀念在学校里的三年。
跟同学拍了很多照片，毕业典礼后，一起去吃饭，又说有笑的。
不知这么的，还想再多呆一会儿。想和他们一起在教室里读书多一次，一起在学校里食堂在吃午餐多一次，一起放学后出去玩多一次。
等一下就要出门了，然后两个星期后才回来。
不能看我每天在看的模范棒棒堂，有一点sian。哈哈哈哈。
现在想学的东西越来越多。
想再学钢琴，学吉他，学LOCKING，LOCKING是看了棒棒堂的ELMO和小祿才想学的。
希望在当兵的这两年会有时间去学这些。也希望有机会可以去台湾。
时间不早了，我就在这里告辞了娃哈哈哈哈。

Healer(愈疗者) 尝试翻译成华语

2008-05-15T21:48:00.001+08:00

Ok I am in an attempt to translate this song to chinese as monther's day gift though its kinda late for the gift.
Well almost all the lyrics translation is done by my Sis, all I did was change here and there to make it sounds ok and a few changes in words.
So all those A1 in Chinese people come in and help me yea :)
If you need to listen to the song, can listen from here
Thanks in advance.

Healer 愈疗者

You hold my every moment 你带我走过每分秒
You calm my raging seas 你安抚了我心中的澎湃海洋 or 您镇定我发怒的海
You walk with me through fire 你陪我走过烈火
And heal all my disease 愈我所有的病

I trust in You 我信任你 or 我相信你
I trust in You 我信任你 or 我相信你

I believe You're my Healer 我相信你是我愈疗者
I believe You are all I need 我相信你是我所需
I believe You're my Portion 我相信你是我的所有
I believe You're more than enough for me 我相信你超乎我所需求的
Jesus You're all I need 耶稣我的所有

My Healer, You're my Healer 愈疗者, 我的愈疗者

Nothing is impossible for You 没什么你是办不到的
Nothing is impossible 没什么你办不到
Nothing is impossible for You 没什么你是办不到的
You hold my world in Your hands 我的一切在你手里

21 Birthday BBQ Thank you post !!

2008-04-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Ok , just for this, I'm breaking the chinese trend in here.
Well only 2 post were in chinese anyway.

Erm first, a very big thank you for everyone who came and wished me happy birthday and and those who didn't come ... shame on you ! ...... just kidding hahahaha.
Well this is to compensate the lousy speech i made at the bbq.

I want to thanks all the people i contacted to pass down the message of the bbq .
Katherine (Primary School)
Lalo(ZhengNing) (Secondary School Ex)
Louis (Secondary School Na)
Gary (Summit guys)
Hawa (Summit gals)
Yi hui (Poly yr1)
Justin(Justice) (SPB and extra)
SPA(erm not sure who la but ya thanks)
Wanwen, Jane (AK Team B2)

Without you guys passing down the message..... this event is not possible and some more in such short notice thanks alot guys.

well following the line then.

Sec Ex :
Hey guys u all are the best la ..... :)
Thanks Alvin for driving me down especially when i only asked like so last min.
Thanks Daniel, Danny and Bob for carrying the stuff to the pit when its like freaking far away.
Thanks Godwin for helping me buy drinks and charcoal.
And thanks for the rest to just come down after ur busy day or even book out or whatever u all have. For cooking the food, giving me advise on what to do and help me prepare all the stuff.
And also later leaving me alone at west coast thinking i am in one of you all car hahaha. That was fun ... LOL
The present was great man, the slide show... super funny and was super cool hahahha.
Learn the form, and forget the form..... hahhahaa

Sec Na:
Erm well only 3 of u came but it was great hahaha. At least you guys manage to record a happy birthday song by erm not sure who, Ken? haha it was touching hahha. Thanks for coming man, meant alot sia.

Summit :
Wow u guys ... though the one that i want to see never come but doesn't matter, i have the 4 of you. Great present , cause i also need to change mine liao. What timing. Knowing you guys are great man from camp to school to helping out in the next camp and stuff. Its just great to hang out with everyone from summit. Are we like the only group that always meet out as a FO group? hahahhaha

Poly yr1:
Yi Fan !!!!!
Only you came. So brave . hahhahahha Well u represent the rest of the class hahaha, shame on those who didn't come hahahahha. Erm so sorry that i didn't get the others to come, all so busy, u also know la. Then erm well there was CX haha at least you know him and not that bored when he came hahah. Thanks so much for coming man.

SP A and B and ppl who had moved on :
Beloved Bro and Sis, thanks for coming so late after Arrow.
Thanks Des, Vic, and the rest who went to buy the drinks when it finishes.
You guys had been such a big blessing to me.
And the presents i got, hahahha it was wonderful.

AK Team B2 :
WOW Jane, the cake is super nice hahahha.
Thanks Wanwen and Nico to come man. Super cool hahhaa.

Overall, this bbq may not be the best bbq u guys have gone to, but to me its the best. Great friends are around, what else do i need more? Coming down in such short notice, super grateful man. Erm i still have no idea as to what to write, so if i miss anything out or any of you read le abit angry that i never mention you one, Sorry la i don't have like great memory. And i dun have so many things to write also la. Tried my best to extend my gratitude liao.

Well that's all .

Next post shall be back to chinese again hahahhaha.

吼吼吼我二十一了！叫我李老师。

2008-04-16T09:12:00.000+08:00

吼吼吼！
我很久没在这出现了。
来一些update。

我以从poly毕业了。
是不是，三年就这样过了，真快阿。
现在等着进兵。
这几可月没事做，去当上了代课老师。
上帝真的对我很好哦，我代课的学校就在我家附近。
不止这样哦，他们第一天打电话给我时，还是打错的。
本来要找别人，可是打错给我。哈哈哈！
从那天开始，我就每个星期都会去代课。

上课时，时间过得很快。教一教，就半天了。
可是，也超累的。有不乖的班就会一直骂。
可能我长得不可怕，学生都不这么怕我也不这么听我的话。
也有一些跟我很好的班，叫他们做什么，就做什么。
现在我去学校，都会有学生叫我，还满爽的。

我想啊，我还可以在那个学校待到现在还真不简单。
因为我真的觉得我教很不好，如果没有上帝帮我，我看啊，我才没机会继续去代课。

真的真的很感谢上帝，让我有着个机会去学校代课。
超爱和学生们相处的。
我想当老师的梦还没被破灭。呵呵呵。

对了我都忘了，我现在是大人了！
二十一了！
哈哈！

二〇〇八，我来了！

2008-01-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

新的一年来了，所以就写华语。

二〇〇七果然与Pastor Prince所说的一样，是一个新的开始的一年。那一年我经历了很多事情。有好事，也有坏事。但我在那一年学了很多关于自己的事。我好像从没提过我以在children's church serving，不，现在是叫做Rock Kidz。在那里我发现我喜欢小孩，他们多么的天真，可爱。家里也发生了很事。那一年里，我跟阿爸父，上帝越来越靠近了。那一年，我有了新的梦想。我感谢主在二〇〇七让我从新认识他。有很多写在这，但只写这一段就花了我花了我半个小时。都忘了想写些什么了。果然还得多多练习才行。

在这二〇〇八，我想要有更多更大，上帝可以给我的祝福。我想要更多我所爱的朋友们来认识这个可以给完美的爱的天父。我想一直靠着他给我的Grace来克服每一个困难。

好了就写到这里。我看以后还是写英文比较好。哈哈 =D

A month in Internship

2007-11-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

A month had just passed for me for my internship. What can I say....

Starting was horrible, I remember myself complaining about what I do for the first 2 weeks. Well that means I have complained for like half a month. I was super unhappy with what I was doing. The paper my lecturer gave me indicated that I would be doing some development and maintaining of some web-base software. Looked at that with excitement and anticipation, and BOOM! I reached there and all I got to do was reports, phone calls and faxing. That sure is a H*LL lots of difference from developing and maintaining a web-base software. Thats not all, the previous intern( whom is really very pretty) did not really teach me how to do my reports. I had to like flipped through all the files regarding this project, searched the computer files( thank GOD for the search function in windows) and finally with a a few smses here and there with her and a few more emails with the person in-charge of the projects and asking my Boss, I got the hang of it now. Yes it was freaking terrible to go through that, at least for me.

So that was the first 2 weeks, well part of it. I still have not explained on the faxing and phone calling, which is also related to that. It will take too much to write all that. Well I prayed over that and finally on the 3 week, something start to change. Not the things that I have to do, but what I'm feeling. I don't feel so bad anymore, I felt like it's nothing. What can I say, it got to be GOD. I remember something I heard from pastor, I think it's from him. " When you prayed for the problems to change, something will change, either the problems are removed or you change. " Oh well something like that I don't remember much. For me I think it's kind of like both.

My lecturer came to my office and talked to my boss, he said that I am not suppose to be doing this report and if this continues he would take me back. So I was glad and really hopped that he would just take me back and I rather stay in school and be a lap tech. But that did not happened, instead my boss told him that I will be doing a new project on programming which is awaiting for approval from IDA. Well he didn't lie, I am going to do that project, but before that I have to finish up all the reports and close most of the projects that can be close. Well by then I don't feel like I can't do it. I felt alright, I look forward in finishing the reports and start on this new programming project where I have to learn a completely new language all by myself.

Well now is the end of the fifth week I am here, and as you can see, I'm writing this post during office hours. I finished the reports I can finish, now waiting for customers to email or mail me all the documents I need. Emailed them and even called them to remind them. I am practically doing nothing after lunch hour today. Just surfing the net and chatting with people who are free on MSN. My colleague on the other hand is super busy with phone calls helping customers to troubleshoot their problems. I somehow wished that I know how to use the software and can help him do the troubleshooting.

Moving on to something else. I wanted to go for the up coming camp for ARROW and helping out in the PK camp for Children's Church. As there I am not suppose to take leaves during internship, I thought in my mind, I wouldn't be able to make it for both. My leader have been telling me and praying with me that I would be able to go for the ARROW camp. So today I took the courage to ask my Boss, at the same time asked him to sign my monthly grading. He gave me an A, I was super happy, and then when asking about to take leave, in short, he gave me. I cannot believe how GOD actually let him give me leaves so I can go for the ARROW camp.

That's not all, because I though 2 camps in a month and taking 5 days leaves will be too much, so I sort of gave up the idea of helping out in the PK camp. Guess what, I got a call from one of the leaders in Children's Church, she says that they are in need of males teachers. So I told her, I am in internship now so wouldn't be able to go, but if can, I can join on friday night after work. She went back to check and came back asking if I could also stay on thursday. I hesitated for awhile and asked where is the place. It is rather near my office, its only one MRT station away from my office. So I agree to go. I will be going on thursday after work, bringing all my things, stay over, then friday I go work and go back again at night after work and stay throughout till Sunday where we bring the kids to church.

Say what is greater then this ALMIGHTY GOD that I worship. He is nothing but Love and everything Good. Wanted to write something cool on the last sentence but can't find the word, because there is no words to describe how good HE is. Once again, HE have done the impossible for me again. =D

THE END

Another side note, I am now a Fan of Mei Xin hehe. She's this girl acting on the channel 8 9pm show. She's acting as the youngest sister in the family, the JC girl. Went to do some googling on her last night and found out alot of things. She is from my secondary school, she is one year older then me, and she is my friend's cousin. YES the last info is the most unexpected of them all. I was just anyhow bombarding people on MSN from my secondary school asking about her and then my friend and he just said " oh she's my cousin". I was like BIG EYE stare on his MSN window and started bombarding him all the questions. You see, I have this group of friends from secondary school. We meet very often since we left school even till now when most of them are in NS. And he is in that group. They are considered one of my best friends and I did not know about her when I know him for so long, almost 8 years now. He said that we definitely seen her before in school, but she use to be so quiet and all so we don't remember her. So there you have it I am now a Fan of her hahhahaha.
Click here to see her pic.

Close your eyes, what do you see?

2007-09-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

Its a normal day, I woke up, and get ready to help my mom take the bread and cookies to the push cart to sell at Far East Square. After bringing over the stuff, I had to do some shopping before going home.

On the whole journey, something caught my eyes, kids, lots of kids, kindergarten kids. I love kids, so cute and so fun. On the train home, I heard, "Close your eyes, what do you see?". And so i did. I close my eyes and saw nothing, just darkness, then after sometime, I see something.

Maybe its 10 years later or so, I see myself walking down the street, to a kindergarten. A girl ran out of a classroom and hug me. She was so small and cute and pretty with long silky hair, big eyes and chubby cheeks. Took her bag, took her hand and walk out of the school. We're going home I guess. Walked to a park, and just started singing together, "~Jesus loves me yes I know, for the bible tells me so. Little one to him belong, they are blessed for He is strong~". At the park we came across a playground, and we played there. The swings, sea-saw, slides, those springy horse or whatever thingy. Lots of fun and laughter. Then she was tired and continue our way home. Carried her on my shoulders and she slept.

"DING DONG !" I reached my stop, kovan. Dropped at that station and walked home instead of waiting for the bus to my house to come. On the way, I walked through a park near my house. And I smiled to myself. I told Daddy, I want to have what I saw on the train. And I know that my Heavenly Daddy would love to give me that, and even better, and most importantly he wants me to have fun with him like I would with my kid in my dream. He wants me to sing with him, play with him, talk to him and enjoy being with him. And know that He is still there with me, helping me even when I'm sleeping.

Oh I LOVE YOU DADDY GOD !!! You are the best !!

oh I went home and i found this video on youtube, SOOO CUTE !!!
Click here to view

I've got Tipped

2007-08-28T05:16:00.000+08:00

A fun filled day, starting the day with frisbee with CG, then went back to have hair cut, lunch and bought 2 pairs of shorts, and went home to sleep to prepare for work at night. So the time came and I went to work.

Well all was well, not alot of customers, was able to manage, and then when taking the bill from one table, and letting them sign the receipt, the guy started asking me about how long I’ve been working there, and so on. That was quite alright, cause there have been people that asked me before. Then he said that my service was good, that made me happy and I said that the manager trained me well. But then even more, he took out $6 and gave it to me. I was quite in a shock, that never happened before, someone actually is giving tip to ME! Yes me, not the restaurant, but me, for my service. WOW! Then before he left, he asked for the restaurant’s name card and so I gave him, then later he asked to meet my manager, so I lead him to him. After that I went away and did the other washing stuffs. Did not hear what they talked about, but my manager was also quite amazed, at what the guy told him, not sure the exact words were, but it was something like " That bugger, his service.... is bloody good ! " So anyway we laughed about that and i gave the tipped to my manager and he put it in some box.

I was really amazed by this, all I could think was, I did not do anything great to have that man gave me tips, I believe it was Daddy God smiling at me, telling me that he really loves me. It was the first time that some one actually complimented me and gave me tips. Still quite happy about this hahaha. God is Good, All the time. hahha =D

Fun and Laughter

2007-08-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yes I have been away for a long time .... been doing FYP and all my other school stuffs that I did not have much time to write anything here or put up photos. Well guess I was just lazy to come here and write bah when I'm free. So my school semester is over, now having holidays and next sem i'm going ITP !!! WOOHOO, gonna have fun and earn money and know new friends and learn more stuffs !! All that in JESUS's name AMEN !!!

Anyway just met up with my sec friends, a gang of great bunch of people. Been sometime since i met up with them... well maybe 1 month or so? But we always have this late habit, suppose to meet at 8, but around 8.30 plus then reach. Well i better abit, i reached at around 8.20 la hahhaha. Went to this really nice western food call botak jones at clementi and its also quite cheap. Had fun listening to them talk and quite amazed too. One thing my friend said " People say, after a few more months i ORD lo, but we say, after these few months, i finally lvl 70 le". Something like that, they were talking about WOW, an online game.

Then after dinner, have no idea what to do , don't want to go Lan, and so decided if we could go tiong bahru to catch a movie. On the way, my friend said something that i thought was super funny too, " I think we should get something else to do once in awhile, we always lan or movie then er .... did i say lan ... oh yea and then movie.... then lan.. then movie ...." Yes from this sentence you can see what we always do, basically thats all. But its the conversation that we have every-time that i like to be with them, so funny la. After we reached TB, checked the timing of the movies, all of them seems too late, so we started standing around and talk again. Then one of the guys suggested and said this " Let go to XXX house and have a surprise house visit la! Then we go and say, aunty we come to waste electricity, make noise and maybe also break your bed." Yea we always say that we go friends house and do all those. About breaking the bed, is because we had around 2 incident where we played wrestling or something and broke the bed. Well that was like years ago. Then the joke continue on to even funnier stuffs. So we decided to go mos burger to just seat and talk in the end. There they talk about the game again and i just have my own fun listening since i don't play it. Then out of no where, their ns life comes in again. Talked about some wild boar attacking, sounded really funny la. This friend of mine was partner with this other guy in camp, then suddenly when a wild boar charged at them, the guy push my friend in front and hide behind..... ok so that was the 1st one, then half way sleeping, suddenly this guy run out of the tent and my friend was left inside and the tent crash on him. When he get out he as him the guy say he saw this wild boar charging down, this clever guy did not even wake my friend la. So well my friend was so freaking angry and asked for a change of partner and gave really bad report on him. Some how that guy was still able to get to OCS or whatever you call that man i have no idea on what all the NS terms means.

Had alot of fun and laughter la just being with them and just listening to them talk about their NS stuffs and just stupid jokes that only we understands and funny stuffs that happens during our sec days. I thank God for the grace he has given me to still have so many friends like them. We are a very big group, like a total of around 15 people to 20 ? Mostly from our sec 1 class, then the group grows as we go to different classes but still meet up. Quite amazed sometimes that i am in this group, cause firstly i don't talk much, i don't play the games that they play, basically i don't even have alot in common to talk about much with them sometimes, no idea how i even get into the group. All i can say is God is just so good to me. I love them and how i hope that one day i can come to church with all of them together. Well at least around 1 quarter are already believers though, so quite good hahaha, and think quite a few actually came with me to church few years ago. Well actually is not i invite one la but another guy in the group. But think the main purpose was so that after church we could go out straight. HAHA God have been very good la thats all i can say man. FUN AND LAUGHTER ALWAYS :)

Tuesdays With Morrie

2007-06-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

OK think quite a few people should know about this Book/Movie.

I started reading the book first and it was very good. Then recently i found the movie on it in my school library. Ain't my School good or what hahahah.

Anyway it is base on a true-life story, about the author himself, that happens to learn that his old professor is dieing. So he went to visit him and then later every tuesday he would go visit him and have this last lessons with him, the lesson of life.

As I was watching the movie, i realise something; that what the professor is teaching has alot like what pastor preach, except its not from the Bible but his own experience. So then I realise, WOW the Bible is so full of things we can learn. I want to read it even more now haha.

People who did not know God had to learn life through hardship and so on, and finally when they are dieing, they come out with the answer LOVE. And what is love, or who is love, love is GOD. And i'm so happy that i'm in a church that teaches all the right stuffs and so i can grow more in the Lord.To even know that when i make a mistake, God can turn it around and make it good. How great is My GOD's LOVE to me.

Well anyway that's all .......

its a good book haha i like the books that this author writes, btw this story is the author's own story, the main character is the author himself. His name is Mitch Albom

THE END

Jesus is ________

2007-03-12T21:12:00.001+08:00

So Stevey, what's the blank for?
Well because there is no word in this world that can describe all the greatness, goodness and loveliness of Jesus. Thats why its a blank.

I was reading the Church magazine while going home from a job interview. I read how Jesus was able to choose to go free and to go home to heaven or to stay on earth to bare all the sins of mankind and receive punishment. He could have gone back to heaven, but he loved us so much that he was willing to stay for us. As I read, I felt so touch that i almost cried on the train. His greatness suffering are not the physical pain that was inflicted on him, but was when his beloved Father have to turn his back on him because of sin. How painful is that, no man can ever understand. Jesus took our place on the cross so that we can take His place, and God can forever smile at us. Man how great is that, it makes everything that human do to please God so insignificant. The physical pain that He receive from all the beating and scourging must be so much that I believe not even the strongest man on earth throughout history could take it. When I was younger, I did not understand so much. All I knew was that God is real. When I watched the "The Passion Of The Christ" with my mom, I could not understand why she cried. But now just watching a short clip from youtube, makes me tear. There is no words on earth that man have can even describe how Jesus is. He is just so great.

Well that's all

GOD BLESS

With Mom

2007-02-16T21:07:00.001+08:00

Ok I'm done with exams and now come FYP (Final Year
Project). Hmm time sure fly hahahha. It was not long ago I was a year 1 in
SP doing self disclaim FYP(First Year Project); and then soon I’m year 2
and now I am going to be year 3, but still in holidays, but already have to
prepare for my real FYP. Well so you must wondering what has this got to do
with the title... well almost nothing hahaha but what I’m typing next would be
related a little hahaha.

So today I started waking up at 8 and went grocery shopping with my mom. The market
sure has alot of people buying last min stuff since tomorrow is New Year eve.
Ate breakfast at the hawker there and went home at around 10 plus. Quite fun
shopping and helping to take all the plastic bags. I want to learn how to cook
and so I guess it is better to start now yeah, from buying ingredients haha.

Ok after going home, I prepare to go school because I have to meet up with my
FYP members to discuss what project to do and also hand in the members form.
Thought we will only stay in school for awhile, who knows we stayed all the way
till 3pm, meeting the lecturer in
charge and asking lots of questions and so on. I like school some how haha
cause I can see people I like, like one of my favorite year 1 Indonesian’s best
friend who if you all know was on the poster that was advertising SP, the girl
wearing red.

After school, I went to Chinatown to cut hair. I was so
sleepy that I keep dosing off when the person cut my hair and ask if I am
really that sleepy hahaha. Then after cutting hair, went to wait downstairs for
my mom cause she want to have dinner with me there. I waited for almost 2
hours....... but well haha I just play my game there so not so boring. My mom
came and we went shopping for awhile around there getting more ingredients and
then had dinner around that area. Soon after dinner we came home.

I don't really talk alot with my mom or with anyone in my family, unless my sis
whom I msn with her when she is online. But I like the time spend with them.
Don't really know why but I just like it. Hope I can say the same with my
brother, but well if I had that chance I guess haha.

I don't know what to do with him and yesterday was like the first
"fight" I had with him after so many years, well not that we really
fought just that I had to do something or else the quarrel between him and my
mom would just continue. So since I stand with my mom so I just sort of shouted
back at him and "fought" a little and spoil my slippers that I haven
spend 1 year with poor slippers.... Was quite scared la when I fought
back, my leg was shivering haha oh well its over and I pray it never happens
again hahaha

Well its Chinese New Year soon and guess I wouldn't have any reunion dinner
again. My sis in London, dad in Taiwan,
bro erm most probably going out somewhere that night, so only me and my mom. Oh
well hahahaha

that’s all I guess

THE END

Sleep and pray

2007-01-25T03:35:00.001+08:00

Finally! The supposing hardest paper is over! Well I did not
have much time to prepare for this paper, because when my lecturer told us the
paper was on Wednesday, I was quite shock as it was not written on the exam
slip.

Anyhow, the paper was not hard if well you really memories the programming
codes like there's no tomorrow. Well it was quite hard for me, because I’m not
good in memorizing codes. Anyway as I was doing, I got stuck with 2 questions.
Skip those 2 and continue doing, then return again, staring at the questions,
but nothing came. Then well, I got this bad habit of getting sleepy in the mid
of exam and sleep. So I slept, and pray in tongues at the same time. Well you
see when I sleep in exam I sleep half way kind of thing so I was able to pray
at the same time haha, think I sound stupid. Anyhow, when I woke up, I read the
question again and stare at it again........ !!!!!! I got the answer! Just like
that I know how to answer the questions. It was so cool la, quickly write down
the answer and then check the paper again and hand it in.

Wonders do happen when you pray in tongues hahaha even when you pray while
sleeping, it still works hahahahah man what a gift God gives. When he gives, it
really is something that is so powerful. Haha getting excited for the coming
papers, gonna study it with Daddy HEE

Well, that's all

God Bless

THE END

Meeting the guys

2007-01-21T00:57:00.001+08:00

Today's or rather yesterday since its pass 12 already, was
really good I guess. Had servers’ meeting in the afternoon. It was really good;
I get to know about serving, what it's all about and stuff. Then after the
meeting I walk around shopping for present, but did not get one, still no idea
what to get from my friend hmm......its erm for Miss Toh btw haha.

Then went to PS to meet the guys from my sec school. Been
some time since I last meet them in a group. Not a big group today, but still
fun. Well most of them are gamers and NS men, so all the topic they talk are
about WOW or whatever they do in NS. As always I love the being with them,
cause they always have jokes about each other. Sometimes some guy say some
stupid thing, and we start to make a joke of it, and its SOOO FUNNY !, then we
would talk about animes and stuff and some joke can just come out from there
too, there's almost no dull moment with them.

I remember the time I spent with them studying at macdonals
at red hill, it was so entertaining and I was able to study quite well I guess.
We didn't do much, just ate dinner at PS, and then went to eat tou hua at some
place behind PS. Then me and 2 others headed home while the rest went to play LAN.

I thank God for giving good friends like them where I can
study and play together with. I pray that one day; they would all go church
with me together too. Well I think this wish is not so far away, because I
already see that some of them are slowly coming.

Well that’s all I guess

THE END

Testing Multiply

2007-01-20T08:13:00.001+08:00

Sorry guys for flooding your mail box and multiply updates or whatever it is called, was just trying out the blog function of this wonderfull website. Having said that, this is still just a testing post for me to try out the cross post thing. Ok done testing, Blessed day everyone

Taking photos with Jesus

2007-01-19T05:34:00.000+08:00

Think I did not write this in the previous one, so I just want to write it down first before I forgot. Since I started posting my photos online, I always thought that people who look at it are people whom I know; as in like I personally know they and they know me. Well to my surprise, there are alot of other people viewing as well.

Some complimented my photos despite that I think the qualities of the photos are not good, and I think I still have alot to learn. But looking at the few compliments there are from some unknown people, I felt Daddy's love for me. It is so personal that, when I realise it, I’m so excited hahaha.

Photography is something I think is so technical, that when I serve in Campus as photographer, I forgot that I am not alone taking the photos, trying hard to get the right moment and so on; but Daddy is with me when I take them. With the little that I do, he sees, and he shows his love for me in little things too. Man am I always excited when I realise all these.

I wrote in my last post about being alone right, well last night, I was heading to MACDONALS AGAIN!!(Yes for assignment stuff .....) Daddy talk to me about some stuff, I believe la hahaha, that I don't have to worry about anything at all, that his bigger then ANYTHING and he is always with me every moment. Well since it was last night, I sort of forgot what was it about already, but I know it makes my journey exciting and all hippy and all hahahahhhaha.

That's all I guess

GOD BLESS!!!! =>

THE END

Alone, but not alone hee =>

2007-01-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Haha first happy new year to all, whoever is reading this anyway hahahaha. Abit late and yea I notice is already half a month pass New Year le hahaha. Anyway last year was great, I experience the great love of God anew all over again. To me that was the best of all the things that has happened.

Last year pastor said is the year of acceleration, and indeed it was. This year, pastor said is a year of new beginnings, rest, double portion and I don't know what else he said le hahaha. But anyway, I am so excited about this year somehow, just want to expect something big for this year, but don't know what hahaha. The first CG of the year was combine, and it was great. Des ask us to visualise and I saw this really great scene about my family. I see that my family has this round table, the kind that restaurant use and the center can turn. We were all seating together, eating, talking, laughing, and sharing. And I see my brother sharing the most hahaha, from what I see now my brother doing that is almost IMPOSSIBLE !, but I know that my God is bigger then anything I know and if he lets me see that, means that it is POSSIBLE and its near, hahahhaha so exciting sia. Then after that we would go church together in a CAR!!! WOW, what that means hmmm that would means that we are financially blessed too WOOOOOO!!!!. Then finally I just see me and my brother can pad each other's back? hahah sounds strange to be excited but yeah! My my, what God has shown me is so great, so exciting, and I know it’s near.

Anyway, after writing all that, it doesn't really explain my title does it hahahha. Yeah I just want to write that I like the time I spend with God when I go home or go school, and when I am just alone. In the morning when I wake up lazily and prepare myself for school, and when I walk up that' hill' to MRT to meet my friend. I just like to sing out loud whichever song I can come out with to just praise him. Of course I do feel abit embarrasses when people walk by, then I would soften. Sometimes I just come out with my own tune and lyrics, and sometimes just in tongues hahahah. Then when going home late at night when it’s really quite and dark, its really quite scary, but I enjoy the time I spend with him again just talking. Yeah think if some guy walk pass would think I’m crazy or something hahaha. Yeah I enjoy the time spend alone with God in these times.

Yup that’s all I guess.

THE END

HM6IX

2006-12-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

waahahahhahaha, haven been coming here to write on anything for i think almost 1 month or more hahaha.

Well basically, i think i dun really like writing acctually, just so lazy lo sometimes to write about anything, feels like its repeating it self. But sometimes i just have to write it down i guess, things that i have known and learn, what god have done in me, that when i always fall, he always pick me up and put me higher then before. Its really great. Just return from History Maker 6. It was really awsome. I just felt God's love all over again, even though i might not have got as much as other ppl, but it's alright cause i know god really loves me so much. In camp it was really great, it was my first church camp, and i'm already serving inside, as a photographer. I know that god had made me, so that i can be a blessing to ppl around me, espcially my family. Well anyway HM6 was really great, can't wait just to go for the next HM.

THE END

THE CHILD WHOM PAPA LOVES THE MOST !!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

Waa spider webs and dust all over...... *~ swoosh ~ swoosh ~* => Good clean now.

Been along time since i last wrote here, and it's like almost a month. Well actually i don't really know what to write. Just feel like writing something here. Well guess i just wanna shout out loud MY DADDY PAPA LOVES ME THE MOST !!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO!!!!!!

Well had some really sad days, but i know that papa is still with me. School is good, all praises to Jesus man i am able to finish assignments that are due soon. Able to stay up all night and still have the energy to go school the next day, and WIDE AWAKE too hahah. When i mean stay up, i slept like only 3 hours haha.

Erm last Sunday, was so good, that when pastor was preaching i almost cried. Both service i went both i wanted to cry man it's good. haha

Well guess thats all cause i also don't know what to write haha. DADDY GIVES ME WISDOM AND GIVE ME THE DESIRE HOHOHOHO :)

THE END

hey.........

2006-10-14T09:28:00.000+08:00

haha the pass week had been a exciting week.

Went jamming, wedding dinner, swim in school and of course BIBLE STUDY haha

Followed NPCG people for jamming session for the first time. It was quite interesting and fun. Took lots of photos, but was mostly blur due to low lightings and well obviously handshake. Have to learn more haha. It was really fun, they played alot of songs and sang a lot a few that i know haha. After, we went to the newly opened VIVO CITY. Well a lot of shops are not open yet, but can see there is going to be all kind of shops around. Walk around and found out that NONE of the food stalls or shops are open, and we were very hungry. So walk to the nearby shopping center to get some food. Then it was night time so it was time for me to go for my first wedding dinner too haha. I was invited by the bride's parents. Yea i know the parents more then the bride herself haha. Well it wasn’t very fun i guess, but interesting. It was a long time since i last saw the bride, she still looks very beautiful.

Then Tuesday, i had 3 hours break, so i went to swim in school. I played badminton with a classmate before i went swimming while he go gym. Swim around 24 laps in around half an hour. It was a long time since i last swim, feels really good.

Then Thursday, there's bible study, it just makes everyone high i guess, learning the Hebrew word and meanings, knowing about God's love for us and his secret. Well guess that's why the title for this post.

HAHA that's all for now then.

GOOD BLESS

THE END

Back to RVPS

2006-10-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

Waited for this day to come, and it's finally here.

I got a message last week from a primary school classmate asking if I want to go back our old school to have a last look before it is demolished. Well the school itself have moved to a new building, so the old school building we studied at are going to be demolished, so I heard.

This day came; I met up with them, talked about all the days back in primary. I seem to have forgotten most of them. Only remember a few names and faces, but out of so many I think I can only remember less then 10. It seems like there were so many things going on when they were talking about it, things I never knew happened, or just that I did not care back then.

It was around 5 plus when we were in front of the school gate, to finally thought that the gate was in front of the main road, with people around and it's still day time. Tried to figure out a few things when we finally decided to walk over to the new school building to see if there are any other way in.

Did not get to see any teacher, because most of them are gone already and the security guard doesn’t let us go in. Since when do we have to even book appointment to just see our teachers? Security sure has become tight in schools nowadays.

Walked back to the old building and found a road beside the school which somehow we did not see before. Walking along the path, we took some photos, at the same time thinking how to get in. Then finally we found a way, which seems like someone else has tried to go in before us. Sort of happy that we found it, we decided to go Great World to have dinner first and buy some stuff before going back. Figure out that sneaking in at night when it's dark would be better.

Done with dinner, bought the stuff, and off we went. As we walk along the side road, one of us found out that the fence at some part are easy to open up. Fiddle with the fence for some time and slowly one by one we got in. This is the part where all the funs starts. We have 7 people, but only 4 got in including myself. At that time, some people from the construction site just beside the building shouted at us. Think the guy was really high up the site and saw us. We realise that we are sort of at the brightest side of the road even thought its dark. We decided to call it a day and started running to the entrance we found in the first place, as it seems easier to get out of there then to get out of the fence we get in from. While running, 2 guy walk pass and we sort of hide, but I bet they still saw us. Thank God they did not say anything, but just walk away. At the other entrance, it was near a drain. We finally got out from there slowly trying to not let ourselves wet. Even though only the 4 of us that got in and came out, the other 3 outside were also terrified. As we went to the nearby shopping center, no one came after us or anything. Clean ourselves at the toilet and then went to another hawker center to rest and talk. After some time we took bus and MRT back home.

It was really exciting and fun and heart pounding when all that was happening. It felt like a waste that half of us already got in, but we could not go explore around our old school. It had so many memories in it. Well think they got more then mine, since I don't remember much. It was also really great to finally meet up with all of them. Even though it was only 7 of us, we had much to talk about. Well I didn’t talk much though. I thank God that no one was injured during all of this, and also we were not caught or anything bad happened. Planning to go again next time before it demolished and this time we will be more prepared. Well it's bad to trespass, but we just want to take photos in there and have a closer and better look at it before it's gone.

I remember having dreams about this old building, where I just walk around or something. Guess I just missed it.

Well school before I went to do all those was good. Know some new people in gems class, got my group for group work. She's in my group hohohohoho. Had lots of fun joking around with my classmates. Thank God for all the favour and wisdom on me from him. Everything is just so good, because of Jesus.

That's all I guess

PRAISE JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYBODY JUMP AROUND IN THE HOUSE OF GOD HEY HEY JUMP AROUND !!!!!!!!!

hahahahha

THE END

Jumping for Jesus !!!!

2006-10-02T05:06:00.000+08:00

Since when do i start jumping in church? Hmmm after I join campus... yea hahaha. Woke up 5am in the morning, have no idea why, so i decided to write this.

Saturday and Sunday were great. There were Men's and Women's Meeting and Campus Concert on Saturday, and well Sunday service on Sunday lo hahaha. The topic on Men's Meeting was not what everyone(I think most people la) thought it would be, you know about ........, but it was about mutuality, or something like that the process and so on and well I don't really know how to say hahaha. Definitely, it was a topic i believe everyone needed to know and trust God with. It's great to know that I may be alone at times, but God is still with me. I may not feel it or anything, but his always there.

Then after the meeting, there was a concert at Fort Canning Park. Did i mention was the official photographer for the meeting and concert. Was really happy to ask to take photos even though my camera sure is not that good and also my skills are just beginners. I took quite a lot, some seems like repeating. Could not take a lot during the concert because it was really dark, so I let the real pro take care of it and just enjoy the presence of God in the concert and jump until I got some muscle aches. It was great to know that I am doing all these just for Jesus and no one else.

Then Sunday came, suppose to go some yr1 house to do some photo taking of cakes and so on for making poster, but some how everyone forgot or something, only Angeline and me met up and waited for like almost 1 hr. Then went to church. Erm..... a bit sad, but I just don't know how to say what he talked about, sorry.

Well what else I would like to write hmmmm, school started 1 week already and I'm glad I still understand most of what my modules are teaching. Fell asleep in a few lessons, which are really boring, but other then that still ok. I like my gems class now, erm maybe not as much as my previous gems that I took, but someone else in class makes me like the class anyway hahaha. Finally I have someone I know in the same gems class.

A few unpleasant stuff happens at home, well mostly because of my brother and so on, but i pray that he will just not worry mom so much.

Well that's all I guess.

PRAISE JESUS!!!!

THE END

T.T

2006-09-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

Why is the title this time just a smiley? Well I don’t know what else to put but this. Actually this is a post I wanted to write for some time already. But due to the fact that I am in the middle of moving house, and after I moved, there was no internet connection, so I did not write.

So why a crying smiley then? Well because when I wanted to write this entry, I was quite sad I guess. Sad over the things my brother is going through, my mom too. And there was this time where anger just came over me and made me forget all the good things that are happening. Amazing how just one small thing can make a person angry and forget all the other things that are happening around. I wanted to go for caregroup on that Friday, but my mom called, and said that my brother would not answer her call and help her on moving. Just when I thought that all the moving is done, she cry and scolded not just my brother but me included. So angry somehow, I went off home to help out. Yes I was angry because she did not tell me before hand and I already told her I have things at night. But she scolded me saying I did not think. Anyway I went back to help out, and think she did not know I was angry since I did not say much. I was really angry and sad that I could not go for caregroup. Anyway it has passed, so had all the emotions.

Guess that was what I wanted to write that day, or something like that since it has been like 1 week and so I forgot entirely hahaha. Then some interesting stuff happens like on the Tuesday and Wednesday, it was a FUN day. Well Tuesday is my friend’s birthday, and she invited me and some of our classmates and her friends out. That also includes HER HAHAHA. I don’t know if she asks her because I asked about her or she already wanted to include her in the outing, but it does not really matter. All it matters is she was there! The outing to celebrate her birthday was quite fun I guess, we went to had lunch then went to party world to sing. I was doing all the photo taking, another good friend of mine entertain us by singing a lot, because for some reason everyone did not want to sing much. Then I sang like 2 songs? and one of them I sang with her *BIG SMILE* After all the singing, she went to meet her friends and so left first. A little disappointed because for the few hours I only talk to her like a few sentences and did not even seat with her… and she’s leaving first…… so sad…… haha. Well we went to have dinner and later I went back home. It was quite fun overall, and I sure would want to go sing again some other time.

Then it was Wednesday. It’s CAREGROUP OUTING DAY!!!!!!!! 2 NPCG people joined us too. We went to east coast park to play. Most of us, including me went to learn roller blade. Some went to rent bike instead. It was fun learning, I now know how to move forward and go over humps at least. Had some injury because I tried to move faster and fell. After all the blading, our CGl left for a meeting first. Then the rest of us went to have dinner at parkway. After dinner we stayed like an hour at a pet shop looking at dogs and talking to the owner about it. It was interesting. Then after we went to a near by play group and just seat down to talk. Talk a little about dreams and then Zhen Heng talks about his situation. Did not know about all this till that day. Pray that his illness will be healed and everything will go smoothly.

Talk about dreams. I do have a few too. Well what I want to for now is just have all the financial problem gone. It really saddens me to see my mom troubled and crying about it. And my brother to just not let my mom worry about him so much. Then I pray that my family would all be together in one place, hopefully Singapore haha. Not like now, dad in Taiwan, sis in London and only my mom, bro and me in Singapore. Missed the days where we could just seat at one table and have dinner and watch TV. It seems like such a long time since we did that, and that was like when I was very young. That would be what I dream for now.

Praise God that he had given me all that I have now, and will continue to praise him no matter what is going on.

Well that’s all for this entry I guess.

THE END

Favour !!!

2006-09-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

Haha i just feel like tying something hehe. Every time i say it's gonna be short, but i never was.
Well anyway i guess this one is really gonna be short, cause i don't really remember what i wanna write. Well maybe while i'm typing, it might just come out, so here goes.

Well last Saturday or Friday, i went to move things with my mom to the new house. My mom was driving a van, the kind with the back door, then because the door was not close properly, while driving, it open in the middle of the road, with lots of cars around, and a chair dropped. Quickly we park the car to the side and another car also park behind us. The guy in the car said our chair almost hit them, but it did not. Quickly i went to find the chair, and quite surprisingly it was on the side of the road, with only a few scratches. Really thank God for favour with the other driver, because they did not ask anything from us. I mean its really amazing, that no one was harm or was there any accident. It's like a miracle to me.

Well then Sunday came, the service was preached by Pastor Mark, because Pastor Prince went to

Australia

. What pastor preached was really interesting. Then i fell asleep around the end, and they say that was like the most interesting part, argh. But i remember myself still laughing when i was asleep, haha it was like my eyes were close, but i was smiling. But well i can't really remember what was said when i was asleep. Then later after service, went to play blind mice till quite late. Steve later before we left said something really good.

Then it was Tuesday, my first day of the 3 separated days work in science center. The work was quite easy, compared to what i though it would be like, and it was not really in science center. All i had to do was just to follow the tour guide, and take care of the students that are being guided at this place call Biopolis. To ask them walk faster if they are left too far behind and to ask them follow the group if they went astray. That’s all. There were 3 groups of student, and 2 person were assign to each group. 2 girls were assign to one group and another 2 guys were assign to another. I was assign with the person in-charge of the event for the last group. The tour was interesting, even though i don't study biology, it was still interesting to learn a few things about DNA and genes and stuff. See the growth of fishes, frogs and flies haha. Some students ask questions that even the people there don't know and said that's why they are researching on it As i tour, i just thought that God is so great, to be able to create all of these which are so complex to human. That till now we are still not able to answer so many questions just about one animal. There was a break during the tour of course. My group was the last to reach and so we had our lunch like later then the rest. During the break i got my food, went to join the guys that were in charge of the other group. They were from SP too, year1 haha. Half way talking with them, the girls, one from NP and another from RP came over, and they pass me a cup of drink! And they help me take only even though i did not ask them haha. It definitely was God's favour in me hahahaha. Well they said because i was the only one that have not drink yet anyway hahaha. By the way they are quite pretty haha. Anyway we had some conversation and continue to work. Then after afew more hours the tour was over and we went back to science center. Then back there, i meet some classmates that were working on some other project that science center had. I waited for them to finish and had dinner with one of my classmate. It was really an interesting day, and it felt nostalgic to go back to science center to work again. I pray that on Friday when i go back for work, I would meet the 2 girls and guys again. Did not get their number or email, so i will get them the next time hehe.

Well guess that's why my title for this post is favour. All of the favour i get is really from God.
Really Praise GOD and GOD alone!!!!!!!!

Hmm i feel like watching some movies, there are some movies that are out and seems interesting haha, well hope i can ask a certain nice short girl to watch hehehe......

OK that’s all

THE END

Lost in Tampines

2006-08-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

The title is as it is, because that was the latest thing that happened to me hahaha.

Anyway a few days had passed after my last post.... when was it anyway, don't borther to even check haha. Guess i will just make this post nice short and sweet, if i can that is haha.

So lets start with Saturday i guess, erm there was campus, after campus, i went to watch movie with the gang. Well for some reason, only me and 2 others watch "Monster House", the rest went to watch "Snakes on a Plane". Don't know why, cause when i went there, they had already bought the tickets. Anyhow, "Monster House" was funny, the story is really interesting, its a movie that i would recommend to watch. It was also a long time since i last watch movies with the guys, felt good.

Then Sunday, service, i remember it was good, but now i can't remember what was preached, i just know its good haha. Oh and also, my brother came for service too. I am really happy that he went. Then during the alter call, he went up.......erm well that was suppose to be for people who have not accepted Christ and wants to accept Christ. But oh well, it is still good that he went up. At least it shows that he really wants to change. Really Praise God for that. After service he looked for me and asked me a few stuff about church. It was all good la, God is just so good and he answered my prayer. Ok next, after all that, i went to eat with some of my CG and also NPCG people. Then after, went to the sky garden to play. Well i did not play, but took lots and lots of photo, until both sets of my batteries were out of power and also my memory card was full. It was fun looking at them play and i had my fun taking all the pictures.

Then it was Monday, went to my friend's chalet, erm all i did was just eat, learned abit how to barbecue food haha and played abit of PS2. Then later while going home, i met a freshie of mine. She was going home too. But it was too late that she missed her train and bus, so she had to take cab.

Then Tuesday, the highlight of this post, well sort of, because the title of this post was name after the things i am going to write now. I decided to cycle to my friend's chalet on that day. Due to because i was not able to get home by bus before, so i though if i am going to go home late, at least i can cycle home. Anyway on my way there, as i cycle, i got lost around Simei and Tampines. It seems like i am going in circles around that area, and Praise God, i finally found my way in the end. Took me 1 and a half hour to get from my house to Pasir Ris. This time, we had to start the fire and cook ourselves. Cause the master chef was not there. Well it seems like the food we cooked was not as good as monday, but still edible. Then because everyone had to leave on that day, we manage to finish cooking all the food, and each of us brought some home with us. The returning trip for me was another 1 and a half hour. Same i got lost again some where around Tampines, but soon i don't care and found my way to the high way and the road was all the way straight to my house. Well i am not suppose to got the high way, but oh well~

OK so that’s basically all i remember for now on things that happened.

Well there are still some other news, like my mom's company. Daddy really heard my prayer, there seems to have a change in situation, Angie's Choice is back haha, and mom is negotiating with them. And also, it seems that they might be offering a good price haha.

Then i also started calling my primary school to ask if they need any relief teacher. Well the answer is no, guess it's because their school holidays are coming and of course they don't need any teacher, but i they took my particulars and might call me if needed. Well i pray to Daddy that they will call me when their school holidays are over.

I must say, i sort of enjoy the time when i was going to my friend's chalet, as i was alone, i just talk to Daddy about all the things, all the problems and all my wishes. It felt really good.

Erm then also i had some nice chat with Miss Toh haha about movies and bla bla bla. Well it seems like some people think that Miss Toh is my lecturer, but nope she's not, she is just a friend that i .......... *blush* Anyway so as not to let people miss understand again, i should change the way i write about her here......... lets call her....... haha never mind, i can't think of one now.

Still i guess i will pray for my wish list too haha, what are they again hmmm.........
1. A DSLR
2. Portable Hard Disk
3. MP3 with functions i like and also with big space.

and also pray for all the other things i mention above hahaha.

And so i guess that’s all for now not forgetting to
PRAISE JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE END

............again............

2006-08-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

Erm well it seems like i used to have a title with ........ so as not to look like a repeat i put again.
Anyway, it was quite some time since the last time i updated, so a few updates.

First, my Mom's birthday was over, same day with Singapore National Day.

Then i guess for the rest of the entry will be quite messy, since i just wanna put some stuff in here.

Lately, good and bad news have been coming in. I don't really know what to think of, all i know is Daddy will help my family and me over it. Company is getting worse some how i don't know what is happening anymore. It seems like Angie's Choice is not going to work with us anymore or something. Bro seems to have some problems with his GF from what i saw from his blog. Then mom's leg illness seems to become worse. Well those are like some of the bad news, some good news might be like we had a pushcart place at takashimaya, and its doing well, but still experiencing some problems too.

Then apart from company side, its about me! YEAH!
Ok i just want to put a yeah there anyway. So remember a few weeks or months ago i played this money sense game thingy at school. Mediacorp called a few days ago for an audition for the game show on channel u at 8pm. Went there already and don't know how i fare. Then exams have been coming, and well really praise God that even though i had been studying like last minutes for the papers, but when i am doing the papers, i was able to do them. It is really God's wisdom and favor in me.

As i was talking to god one day, erm actually it was the saturday that just passed, i cried.... yea i was like talking about things then i just asked that i wanted to have my family back together again. It was like a long time since my whole family was together. Now my dad is in

taiwan

, sis in london and only me, my bro and mom in

singapore

. Been crying alot lately because of my brother, this never really happens before. I usually just never care about it. Don't know what happening anymore. Just looking forward to thursday for BS, friday for CG, saturday for campus, and sunday for church service.

I really like the sermon on the sunday that just passed. It was said some thing like we are created to dominate over all other creatures. Yes even stupid big flying insects that will make me run around the room, and also illness. Pastor also said sometime like God have a GOOD OPINION on us too. Erm i don't really know what to write, but it was sometime like that and alot more stuff hahaha. It was really good la anyway.

Anyway, i just want my exams to be over asap and pray that some sec or pri school call me so i can go over be relief teacher. Yeah, another thing i forgot to say, i sign up for it and it was approved, now i just have to wait for phone call. Then hopefully i can join the game show too haha, seems like fun. And also i really pray for mom's illness to be gone, and i believe in it, cause we have dominion over them and also the company to do well.
Cause i know that everthing was already done at the cross. PARISE JESUS !!!!

Just hit me again that i need some stuffs, or i guess you can say its a Wish List haha. First of all is a DSLR. Which photographer would not want to have one hehehe. But i have no idea what model to get yet. Then next would be a portable hard disk with a really BIG space, cause my lappy is starting to run out of space soon with all the sermons that i have been ripping inside. Then also MP3 with functions that i like with also a BIG space haha. I like my current MP3, but the space is just not enough.

Yup so thats all i guess........

SMILES STEVEY SMILES :D

GOD BLESS

THE END

NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS !!!!!

2006-08-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

It has been around one week since my last post. Was busy with all my assignments that are going to be due, and now, they are all done and hand in. PRAISE GOD FOR THAT WOOOHOOO!!!!!

Well, lets have a short recap of what had happen for the past one week. On last last Friday, which is 28 July i think, our church had this praise and worship night at indoor. It was really great, the presence of god was definitely there. All we did was just singing and singing, and it was good.

Then erm, i can't remember what i did on Saturday, and also the rest of the week. Well all i could remember was i went to a few places to rush my assignments, there was kovan, where my teammates live near, then to national library, where i use to study with my sec school friends. The library sure was a memorable place.

Well in the midst of all the rushing assignments, my teammates and i went to play badminton with some other classmates to relax abit. It was a long time since i last touch badminton. Was really bad at it. One of my classmates teach me a few stuff, and i got a little better. No more 4 - 0 score for me. That score will make me laugh and i will roll on the floor and cannot continue the game. Well those who know Chinese and know who the person is, will understand what i mean.

Since i can't really think of what to write, i will write about the most recent thing that happen. On Sunday, i woke up rather early, and started doing my assignment. I pray to god asking that i can figure out my programming problem which is like the key thing to finishing the assignment. I search around the web for solution, read slides, and i the end i found a solution. Was so happy and praise god for that and so i happily went to church. I brought my lappy along, cause i still have some unfinished parts in the assignments and also i will be meeting my teammates after church. Well while i was doing before church start, i realise that the solution was wrong. Damn, was i depress. Started searching the web again to find the correct solution but can't find one. So i went for service, was really tired, and slept like half of it. After service, i went to find my teammate. While i was walking, i prayed in tongues. It was then, the solution just came into my head. Praise god, quickly i went to find them and started working on my assignment again. After some tries, it works and i finish my assignment. God is so so good to me.

Well there are still some minor errors here and there, but the overall result i think is still good :)

So yea that’s all for this post i guess

GOD BLESS

THE END

Amazing Week !

2006-07-23T09:40:00.000+08:00

This week is amazing, I will just make it short for the things that happened in this entry.

Tuesday, I was completely out of money. So for the whole day until I reached home, I did not get to buy anything and eat anything. But thanks to God's grace, I was not hungry for that day. Some how even after watching the lot of people eating in front of me during lunch time, I was still not hungry.

Then came Wednesday, well I got money for that day, and so I was hungry when its time to eat hehe. But that was not the main point for Wednesday, the main point is, I cycle all the way home on that day. Yes from school to my house which is near kembangan, I cycled. I lend my friend my bicycle during the holidays a few weeks ago, and so he returned me on that day. So I had to cycle home, bring my laptop which is like don't know how many km. The whole journey took me around 2.30 hr. Thank God again that I did not get into any accident.

Then its Thursday. Thursday is a good day, I was late for school, and so I did not go for my first lesson. When I was waiting for my second lesson to start, I saw her. She was late for her lesson too. I went over, and talk to her. It is the first time; I believe that I talk to her alone with no one around. Did not talk much though, but it was good. Soon my classmate came and I had to go for lesson. Later at night, I went to bible study. I took down some notes on that service. The message was so good that I went again on Friday.

Then today! Yes today is MAD launch for campus. MAD means making a difference. Took lots of photo for the service. There was a lot of fun. It was different from other service. The chairs were taken away, well most of the chairs. So everyone sat on the floor. Then nearing the end, everyone were jumping and dancing with the songs. It was crazy and fun. The message I was not able to catch much, but it was still good.

(edit: link to photo taken down because it has expired, ask from me if you want the one i took)

So that’s all for this entry, I tried making it as short as possible.

THE END

Various events

2006-07-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

A few interesting stuff happened through the week from the last time i wrote my last post.

Lets start

The Friday before last Friday, I had sort of and reunion lunch with my year 1 classmates. Around half of my year 1 classmates went to jurong point to have lunch at pizza hut. It was really fun and had lots of laughter. Missed those days where we were in class laming around and joking. Playing with cameras and videos. Missed all the cold jokes that one of my classmate would make and the gay stuff the other classmate do and another who can imitate others real well. Well they are the guys in class and the rest of them too who makes my class a special one to me. So it was really fun, hope to have something like this again next time.

Later that night, I went to campus publication meeting. From that meeting, i realise something, that i am starting to serve already. It's amazing how god works, all I wanted when I first join was to only learn more on photography, or well the technical stuff. But it seems like I end up serving, and I am real happy about it. I can now go around taking photos legally haha.

So comes Saturday where campus became very high. There was jumping, dancing and so on. It was like crazy or something. The message was good too even though i can't really remember much except something like condemnation or something. Then stayed with coach Han until quite late that day too as we listen to him on relationship. Got me thinking for awhile.

Then its Sunday, i went around to take photos of people from campus that are queuing up for the main service. It was quite fun.

Then came Wednesday, school had this poly 50 thing. It’s a race where a group of 10 each will run 50 rounds relay type of race. I was asked to go helped last min to refill water so can give water to our MIT runners. I tried to make myself useful cause I see that the runners are really tired. Keep refilling and giving water to them. Well I though I was doing something very small. The next day I met up with some of the runners, then they thanked me for helping giving them drink. It was then I realise, that even just doing small things like this I am already helping a lot. Then I though it’s the same for me serving in campus, even though it’s only taking photos, but it’s also great.

So came Friday, before that I was a little sick, but I was healed, praise god man. Still have a little flu though, but praise god still. Anyway, Friday I found this book call mastering your digital SLR. Praise god for that, its something that I always needed, to know more on the technical as well as the photography side of the camera. Am i writing this correctly? Well whoever is reading you get what I am saying right, so never mind. Then i also borrowed the book boymeetsgirl from a friend. Always wanted to read this book and now i got it, god is good :) Had caregroup at that day too at night, a new guy joined us, from business, so I might be seeing him quite a lot I guess.

Then Saturday again, got the news that one of the guys in the gang is leaving to Australia to study Uni, so we would not be seeing him a lot for the next 4 years. Well a great guy, a fellow Indonesian and his leaving us, only back during his holidays I guess. We went out to hang out with him. Oh before this on that day, went with N to buy a NDSL plus various gears along so he can have more fun with it. So back again, we went to around cityhall area where we usually go. Walk around eat, play and so on till quite late to me at least, cause I cause the last train home. Think this coming Tuesday I will go and see him off at the airport, will miss a great friend like him.

So finally today, Sunday. Just as i forgot to message my brother to ask if he wants to go church together, he asked me in the morning what time I was going to church and said he wanted to go 4th service. I was overjoyed that he wanted to go man. Really man, just rest in god and he will do all the work for you. Isn’t it great that this is our god that do things in amazing ways. Well he did not go in the end, most probably because he wanted to sleep more or something, but it’s alright, I shall not worry about this cause he god will take care of it for me. Well service was good, erm once again, I don't know how to write about the message preach today mostly due to because I feel asleep for awhile during service and also I forgot what it was about except something like have Jesus in the center of everything or something like that.

Oh then erm I pray for favour with all the people around me especially lecturers and a certain someone hahaha.......

So that’s all for this entry got to be busy with assignments.

THE END

happy no mood day

2006-07-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

How can a no mood day be happy, hmmmm contradicting? Yea, never mind i will explain at the later part of this entry. First on a few stuff before today.

I got only one of my test paper back, the result was not bad, thank god's grace for that. I did not really study, as usual my bad habit, only read through the slides last min the day before.

Then i had this small talk about some stuff with my mom when she takes me to school. She was telling me some stuff, and said that god is a jealous god and showed me some verse from the bible. She also said something like god will take away what he have given if we do something wrong or something like that.

I was confuse after hearing that, because this is not what i have learn. So i asked my caregroup leader about it. He said that god is jealous or should be more sad to see that we pray to other idol. Then he asks me why then after we are already in Christ he still is jealous. I did not know obviously to that, so he told me he is jealous because he wants our attention and really loves us. In fact he wants us to know him more then being jealous.

So that sort of answered my first question and confusion on the jealous god thing. Next is about the gift he gives us. So he told me that it is true in the old convenient, if we break the law, god will punish and take back. BUT NOW, he won't because of the perfect work that Jesus has done on the cross. He redeems and exchanges his blessed, prefect, spotless, free life for us. Oh when my mom talks about this, she also told me about this story about this Indonesia pastor to sort of prove her story. So i asked about it too why that happened to that pastor. He said he can only say that the pastor still believes in the old convenient, which is the law, and so whatever is in it apply to him. So the conclusion i got was to believe that Jesus had saved us and believe and receive what he had given, something like that. Anyway that solve my confusion and now i am waiting for my mom to come back from Indonesia to share with her :)

Hmmmm that should be enough for the stuff before today stuff.

Did not go for any lessons today. I had 4 lessons in total today, 3 in the morning and 1 after break. 1 was canceled for the morning lesson, so had only 2. I could not wake up in time, so i missed the 2 lessons in the morning, means i only have 1 more lesson to go. Went to school, but for some unknown reason, i am just not in a good mood since morning. So i decided to skip the last lesson too, and so did not go. Reached school, did not know what to do, so just walk around school listening to my mp3. Then i decided to pass some stuff to a precious sis in Christ, SL, so i waited for her to finish lesson. Finally her lesson ends and i met her. That is when i started smiling for the day. Then i walk with her, met up with Miss Toh and her friend cause they are all in the same lesson previously, and they decided to go eat somewhere. I followed them for awhile and decided to call another sis, marg, and return her CD. She was near the bus stop where we are and so she came to meet us. Then finally Miss Toh's bus came and they left. Marg and i decided to go back and then she notice that Miss Toh is the one i like...... and so she convince me to go find them. So instead of going home, we went to the place they are. Met up with them, they ate while marg went to find her stuff and i just stay there doing nothing, being stupid not knowing what to say or do. Well after some time, we left and i went to get a new file and some stuff and headed home with marg. Yes it was a happy day i guess for me; my not so good mood became very excited and a little high mood.

That’s all i guess.

THE END

I FEEL SO LOVED !!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO

2006-07-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SO LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOO

Wanted to write this entry since Friday, but was tired so waited till Saturday, but was lazy and so today.

Friday was a great day. There was this MoneyScence games thingy at the foyer, did not have any intention to play at first, but was pulled by a friend to play. Since i had quite some time before the MIT AGM start, i played along with him. It was alright at first, did not do really well except for the shooting game. Then i went to the last station where i had to answer some financial questions and i got full score for it too. So wrote my name on the score paper and drop it to the lucky draw box. The games were alright, and since i have alot of time to spare, i continue to play another round. By the way, the games are free and you can have unlimited tries until times up for the grand draw. So i went and play the second time. This time i did better, and got on to the high score board. I was the third, and no one took my place until the end of the event. As i went to drop my second lucky draw score paper and walk away, a small draw was being chosen for a $5 KFC voucher. My name was called out and i was right in front of the announcer. I was quite surprise and went to take my gift. Then i felt really blessed at that time. So making the long story short, at the end of the event, like i said, my name was not taken down the top scorer board and so i got a $20 times book shop voucher which i have not taken due to some unknown reason, but they will call me when i can take it. I also got some other free gifts from that event. As i walk to meet my caregroup friend, i just felt so blessed that god had shown me so much and give me so much in just a week.

So walk all the way from one end of the school to the other end at macs to meet up with the rest of the caregroup friends. Told my caregroup leader about this blessing that my family got about Angie's Choice and he told me one thing. This is not the breakthrough that Daddy God had given my family, but it is only the beginning of it. He is going to give so much more than this. At that time i just agreed but did not really felt much.

So it was time for AGM and i went. Yea i walk all the way from macs to the other end of the school again. The AGM was rather short, i expected more from the current president, guess they just did not have much to say i guess. So walk again back to macs and soon caregroup started. The message was good and everything, went to supper at clementi then went home. Saturday, i spent the whole day watching TV and then went to cut hair around evening time. Should had went to Reinhard Bonnke conference instead, cause i heard it was real good. Well i still heard a little about it from my CG leader anyway. Anyway, i prayed to father about my hair cut before i went, hoping the person who cuts my hair will make it nice. Well it did cut better then last time, but i did not really like it, maybe it was too short hahaz.

Then came Sunday, wore semi formal, cause it one of my CG friend going to NS, so we decided to wear formal for him. Well at least most of us did. The message was good and everything, learn quite a few things, pastor talk about the same thing as in bible study on Thursday. Oh N and Bob came for service too. Went to have a drink and chat with 2 of my CG friends and a few, or rather alot of the NP CG people. I made it sounds like we went to drink alcohol; well no we just went to long john. I bought WOW Worship RED and AQUA at only $37.40. 4 CDs with around 60 songs i think in total, that is a good bargain man, blessed him. So after the drink i went home. On the MRT station i meet up with a CG friend, a good sister in Christ. Though she had went home first, but found out she was lost to find the exit at some shopping centre and so end up going shopping around before going to the station. Anyway, took the train with her and went home.

After i went home, i started ripping the CDs i got and another that my mom bought. Took quite some time, cause i had to name the mp3 and stuff. Then i went to shit after that. While i was in the toilet, i remembered what my CG leader told me about on Friday, about that the thing my family is going on is not the breakthrough that God had given us, but it is just the beginning of it, and he is going to give so much more to us. Suddenly i just feel so happy, glad, loved, blessed. I just couldn't not stop smiling and laughing to myself in the smelly toilet while i shit. I just thought that Daddy God is just so good to me and my family. Maybe also that i finally bought the CDs that i wanted that also makes me so happy. Anyway he is just so good man. We just have to believe that he can and will take care of all things and we don't have to worry a single thing about it.

So yeah, after writing so much, i just want to say that i feel so loved right now.

That’s all for now.

THE END

HIGH !

2006-06-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today or rather yesterday since it has passed 12 midnight, was really great. The whole week actually was just great.

There is this great news i think, is that Angie's Choice, a cake shop that is quite big i think, called my mom. We do not have any contacts with them before, so it was strange for them to call my mom. Anyway we found out that they had known us through this old folk organisation thingy where we give them left over bread every night for free. So they tasted our one and only PILLOW CAKE in Singapore and had tried to make it themselves and failed. So they called us up and ask if we could sell them the recipe.

I'm not really sure what’s going on, but my mom had gone on some discussion with them. Think they are going to pay us quite alot of money for the recipe, then have my mom work under them and have monthly salary and also be a share holder or something. Not too sure, but it sure sounds good. My mom still have some worries because she had partner with a few people and it failed obviously, so she is not very certain and don't really trust others. To me this offer seems to be quite a good one. I asked my mom if we get that amount of money will the money we owe others be cleared; she said yes most of it.

Well i praise god when i heard this news. If it all works out, it sure is great, and i believe father god will just make everything good. As i went to school in the morning, i thought to myself, god is really good, all we have to do is just rest in him and no care about a thing. That is all we had to do, so simple, cause all of these problems are not what we can handle. When we rest and praise him and let him do the work, the best blessings just comes at you. It just comes so fast that you don't even know how it happened.

So that is the good news that i had. Then next is about my identity. Well we were asked about it on the last Sunday by a care leader when we had this small gathering with a mix of people from SP and NP people i think. It was after church. Think this question was asked before, but i forgot or something. So some people said in friends, look, singing and so on. So he told us in the end that our identity is in Christ Jesus. So it’s like hey, even if i don't do well in my exams or anything, it’s still alright, cause i know that i still have Jesus that loves me so much. My identity is not in my exam results. I will not feel lonely, rejected, sad or anything just because i failed my test, because i know that i am accepted and loved by him. It is real great to know this.

Well i just had my tests over, so i don't know what my results are, but hey, i don't really care you know. I know that i had tried my best, even if i get a distinction or a fail, i know that he still loves me.

Just found out that one of my lecturer goes to the same church as my mom. It's so cool man! That day, which is now 37 mins ago, i went to bible study. Not going to tell much about the service, cause i already forgot most of what it was preached. It was something like i had mention above and much more. But i do know during the service, it just made me so happy and so high for some reason. I was quite tired and sleepy before the service, but WOW i felt so high that i did not fall asleep during that time in service. Learn that when you are in peace with Christ, even your enemies are in peace.........something like that. Pastor said something like when there is anyone who had done wrong to you or something like that, just forgive and bless them. Cause they just don't know the truth yet. He gave some illustration from the bible, but well i don't really read the bible, so i was not sure it was from where or how the story was. This is something that it is very hard to do. I mean how to just forgive and bless someone who had done wrong to you. So hey that’s why you need daddy god to help you too. It is amazing at how he do things. So anyway the service ended making me feel very high for some unknown reason, which is why the title of this entry.

Well then some extra stuff that i would write. Finally saw Miss Toh after 3weeks of no school. Not very sure, but think she had her hair reborn or something, cause it was straight all the way down instead last time where it was abit curly at the bottom. Well whatever it is, she still looks good haha (blush).

So conclusion for today and for every entry that will going to be, just rest in daddy and he will take care of everything for you. PRAISE HIM. That’s all.

THE END

Joy

2006-06-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

The past week was interesting. Some bad things happened and also a few good things.

Well the bad thing, i believe i have written it down on the last entry. The good things to say then. Went to sentosa to have a relax and fun day with the club people. Well that day, my phone could not be use due to unpaid phone bills. Well i was quite worried, but i trust that god will bring me through the whole day without much trouble. So i could not care less that i there is no way of communication to the outside world for me. Well we use to be like that don't we. Before handphone was available to everyone, we all could not contact each other easily, so i am just going back to those days. OK that was abit far away from my topic. So i prayed that there will not be any emergency calls for me or anyone that need to reach me. I went, believed in him and had fun at sentosa. On that day, i also met my CG leader there. So i stayed almost the whole day there with the club people, having lots of fun playing with water, making sand castle and so on.

The next thing would be bible study, the message on that day was quite similar to the one on campus. Reminding us that we are sinners no more. Even though we may still sin every now and then, but we are not sinners anymore. Can't really remember much of other stuff he said, cause i don't want to think so hard and write so much for now.

Then was campus outing. We had this event for the poly cluster at east coast park. Before going there, i had my final theory test. Amazingly, i passed; i did not study alot for it. All i did was read through abit, jumping a few pages, did the questions giving on their elearning site. I prayed to god when i was reading the book and also when do the questions. Really this shows that it really is not me, but god that had brought me through. If i had not rest in him and used my own strength, i think i would have failed the test. Anyway, was really happy and went to east coast after that. We had games there, was split into groups. I got to know a few people that i never talk to in church. Abit sad, i did not get to take any pictures, cause i did not have my camera with me. The whole event was really great, after the games, we went to have our lunch/dinner. Then after we had this praise and worship thing where we just sat down and sing and pray. It was really great. Then during that time, i thought alot, and also prayed alot. Got to realise a few stuff, got prayed over by coach even though i never though i will be called. I still don't really understand the part where people get prayed and they fall. Well maybe i should not understand it and just let it happen to me hahaz. Well anyway that did not happen to me, after the prayer i just go back to where i was. So, it was a great day.

Then finally it was Sunday, N came to church with his family, great to hear that, but he did not call me, so he had to seat at the overflow room. Still again the message repeated something similar during bible study and campus before this service. Well by now, i have already forgot what it was, but as time goes, think people around me will remind me or i will just remember somehow.

Then came Monday and today, Monday i went to do assignment with my friend then to suntec to play abit. Today i went to school for welfare meeting. Attendance was not very good, but well it was fruitful i guess. In both days, i prayed as i leave my house. I prayed that i would not worry about anything that is going to happened and rest in him. Know that he would help me settle it somehow, and very true, when i was doing assignment and during the meeting, not much trouble was given to me, and there are well i think some small results. Oh well that is better then lots of trouble and no results right. So god is so good to me.

So about the stuff i realise this week, think i would talk about it abit. I have always heard from others that god talks to me this and that. I was always amazed at how god talk to them, and how come he never did to me. Then suddenly when i was thinking about it, i realise that god talk to us through our own thoughts. Not sure if this is correct, but this is what i think. Sometimes we get ideas that are so good, that we know that it is not us, but god that have given this idea. Well the idea is something like that, so i think god talk to us through our own thoughts. Then the next thing is, what pastor had said, the so call bad things, is not that we can't do, but as times goes by and as we look at Jesus and at the work that he had done for ur, we will get to dislike doing the things that are not good. Erm not sure if i am even writing this correctly, but will the idea is there. So its like we will dislike doing that whatever stuff, and not don't do it because we can't do it. Realise that god is really so gracious to us that he never force things on us. Even whether to believe in him or not, he also lets us choose. Sometimes i think why don't he just make us believe in him, well i guess i had already answered my own question. Then i did not say what coach prayed for me right, well i couldn’t not really remember everything, but i do remember tha he said something like to be a happy steve, be joyful and stuff.

Then some miscellaneous stuff to say. Well as i have been with my CG alot, i start to think that one of the girl there is alot like my sister. Not saying who, but i really thank god for her, cause as i talk to her more, i realise i am missing my sis alot and she is so like my sis in some way though.

Then yesterday, i had a small talk on msn with Miss Toh, been along time since she was online, so i was quite happy. hehe.......

Well that’s all i guess.

Believe

2006-06-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Think I wrote many times in previous entries to believe believe and believe. I did not sleep during service on Sunday, but N did. That’s good for me, hahaz, but for some reason, I did not really catch much thing except something I already know, believe. Yes believing in him sounds like something so easy, but it is also the most difficult thing to do. Having problems to come out every time, it is really difficult to just believe in him. But when the problem is solve, you would just know it is god that had help solve it.

Today, when I though it was going to be a normal day where I just help my mom in paying some bills, then go school, and go home. Apparently it was not, the power supply company came to the bread shop to cut off the supply. That is very bad, if there’s no electricity; we can’t open shop and continue business. So for today, we had to close shop early. It is times like this where I really can’t do anything, but to just believe that god would do something about it. I don’t know how or when or what he will do, but I just have to believe that he would help us. Even when I am writing this, I don’t see any improvement in the shop or any solution coming out. It is really hard for me to just believe.

So I went to a site that my friend had told be before some time ago. It is an online TV channel, on god. As I listen to one of the sermon, it is on something else that I also know, but had sort of forgotten about it. It is about worship. Believing is one thing, but there is something about worshipping too. Erm think I am not good in explaining so not going to go in depth about it. So anyway, I realize, not only I have to believe, but also to worship even though it is in times of trouble. To praise god of all the things he had done for us. To look at the cross and remember that he had to suffer so much just for us.

Well I just feel sad over the thing that is happening now, but I can’t do anything but to believe and praise him. Guess that’s all for now.

THE END

Campus service

2006-06-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well campus service was quite interesting today. Before i start about it, i will write about what happen earlier today.

Went to my mom's office to check on some computer stuff. I heard that we got a notice or something saying that we are found out using pirated windows and so on. Was nothing big actually, it was just windows update. All i had to do was to do a system restore and it was back to normal again. Get me thinking that the guy who is currently helping my mom in the IT stuff, how come he does not know to do that simple thing. Wonder if he is even better then i am or just plain lazy to try fix it on his own or something. He was going to come on Monday then try to fixed it with some really troublesome stuff, and i fixed it in like 5mins? Oh well i'm not really sure and so not gonna really care, pray that god will guide my mom and the company well and so on.

So finally i went to suntec. Went for campus service, it was great. Today it was about SEX!!!! haha just kidding, that is just the illustration the pastor use today. It was more on something like kicking away bad habits and addiction. He says that we are a new creation, and we are holy because of that. Erm can't remember which verse that he used to explain, but it was something like that. So about kicking away the bad addiction like surfing porn and so on, its not about that its not good and i must not surf porn. But it is because as we accept Jesus in our life, and become a new creation, we are holy in his name. And because we are holy, we become to dislike sins. As we dislike sin, we would not do them. So its not so much of your self effort trying to tell yourself that its not good to watch porn, but is to rest in him and let him do the work. Erm don't think i make myself clear here, but never mind. There he had this really funny, but quite a meaningful illustration again. Its about worm and butterfly. Imagine that we are a worm, which is when we are not safe, then when we are, we become a beautiful butterfly. Sometimes, the butterfly will still land on some dirty rubbish bin, meaning sin, but still it is a butterfly already, and it will not be back to a worm again. It is suppose to mean that once we are safe, we are safed. We may still do sin sometime, but we are still safe and holy and will not be back to a sinner. Not sure if i am writing it correctly, but its something like that. Well overall, today's service was great, it was really something that is for us. Hope my brother would have heard this service. Well i really pray that he would come back to god soon. Seeing him going astray is really painful at times.

Well after service, i went to find the guys whom are at suntect too. Figure that they would just go lan later on, so i went dinnering with my caregroup friends. Had all the small talks together, knowing and understanding more about god and stuff. Then soon go home. It was a great day i guess and hope tomorrow will be also another great day. Actually hoping for school to come soon so i can see her again. heheheh that’s all.

Oh one more thing that i think i should write, erm....... marg was wearing quite nice i think..... yupz thats all....
If you're reading this, i don't usually say this, so must thank me for complimenting ah hehe was shy to say in person. That reminds me, SL was also wearing very nice a few weeks ago. Thank me too if you know that i am refering to you hahahaz just kidding.

THE END

Being a fan

2006-06-10T03:15:00.000+08:00

Today was relatively fun. Went to school to help some friends in their video project thingy. Me and some others friends were called to act as fans for some unknown idol. Before that, i was suppose to cycle all the way down to school on my bicycle, cause a friend of mine wanted to borrow it. Well that was the initial plan, but my mom drove me to school instead, so thank god for that, or else i would have stink with sweat the whole day.

Anyway, back to the fan thing. I and many other friends from MIT club were called to act as fans. It was quite fun as in we keep laughing at the posters and stuff that they made with their hard work. Well sorry about that, but it was really funny. Then the main actor was an Indonesian who is not very good with chinese. I have no idea why they had to film the show in chinese anyway, since his not good with chinese, why not in english from the beginning. So he had to rehearse and rehearse over and over again. Quite hilarious at some parts. So what do we do as fans, we had to keep screaming and cheering for many hours. We did not get any pay, but well we do get lots of free lollipops.

I found that filming is really hard if not with careful planning, and it seems like they did not really did a good plan. Not saying they were not prepared, but not prepared enough, almost could not finish the stuff that they and to finish. That reminds me, i wanted to also make just one simple short film, and it seems like its going to be quite hard. From today, they only did a few scenes and it took the whole day, for what i had in mind, seems like i really need to do a lot of work to make it look nice. Well i don't even know if i will be going to make one or not.

Hopefully one day went i got the time, i would finally write the script down and plan how i am going to shoot it, think who i am going to ask to film it, with my small lousy budget camera. Its just for entertainment purpose anyway. As i think about it, it sounds really fun to make a comedy. My plan was to make a short film that have lots of NGs in it, but still continue filming, and then at the same time because of those errors, there would always be a narrator behind talking and explaining about what’s going on. It would be a comedy that is different from normal comedy; hopefully it would turn out to what i think it would. You readers are most probably confuse at what i am trying to say, well that’s because i am not good in writing either. So you could just wait for me to actually do that film which is like i have no idea when, or you could watch esp. 1 of "Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu", that’s where i get my idea from. Maybe i would just do almost the same thing with that anime.

One last news, i deleted the other blog i had, for it is practically useless. Wrote a few stuff there, but i guess i write those kind of stuff here too, so i just decided to delete it. Wanted to bring the entry here, but think about it, what's the point. Accutally is i have no idea how to bring it over.

Well that’s all for now i guess.

THE END

music, smiles, and something else?

2006-06-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

ok finally i get my lazy butt over to this site again to start typing some random stuff again. Holidays are here again, well its elearning week, but its almost the same as holidays except i have to do lots of work on the net. Due to my STM, i can't remember much or any interesting stuff i gone through the pass few weeks. Damn i am confessing that again. I should say that i have a super brain that can remember everything muwahaha, amen.

Anyway, the topic is music and smiles, why is that so? Bascially that are just some of the stuff I remember from the service I went for past few weeks in church. I remember something like music is actually very good to humans, especially classical. But one more even better is praise and worship (PAW) songs, i think, can't remember all the stuff it says, basically music are just good for you, not rock or whatever, but those classical ones. Having heard that, i still like my jap rap and rock music hahaz. But i still like classical and PAW now and then. Actually, i have been listening to a almost non stop of PAW for some times, don't know why, maybe because i want to get near father god more and more.

Next smiles, another thing i remember pastor saying about it. Said something that research shown that a baby smile gives a person more "high" factor then when a person is given 16k. Wow that is really something so cool. So over all i learn smiles are good haha, just like when i see a certain someone smile to me (BIG GRIN).

So what’s the something else hmmm basically nothing i guess, cause i don't feel like wracking my brain, killing an unknown number of brain cells to think and write down whatever i should write. Maybe abit of today, i woke up, washed up and started to sit in front of my com for sometime, almost never went out of my room. Wanted to go cycling, but was raining. Looking forward to tomorrow cause i will go out. Even looking forward to Saturday, cause got campus service, 2 of my friends might join :), and also Sunday too. Well that’s all i guess.

THE END

Sharing

2006-05-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

I notice that, every time my SPCG friends meet up together, they would always share with each other about how god and so blessed them in their life or any revelations found while reading the bible or even doing things in the toilet. I found that really cool and interesting. To me, its not that i don't have anything to share or anything, but its that i have a very big problem.

I have serious STM problem. Just incase you don't know what STM stands for, it is means short term memory. Yes i forget things very easily. Many times, i found out or notice something that i want to share with people, but when i finally meet that person i want to share with or anyone that can share with, i would always forget what happened. Felt really bad when i just had nothing to talk about to others or just have nothing to share with my SPCG friends, cause i forget about it. This problem of course will also lead to my studying also having problems. Always forgot what code to use for my programming and such.

Well think this is one big problem that i have been living with for so long that i also forgot to pray about it. Even so, god still bless me with so many good things which i forgot what are those, other then the major ones like my studies and such. So i decided that i would pray about it for today, tomorrow and the day after, and everyday. Well that is if i remember hahahhaz.

Well something out of the topic, cockroaches have been attacking my room lately. Think was last week or 2 weeks ago, there was this FLYING cockroach that flew into my room and made me run about trying to run away from it. It eventually flew away. Today again, a similar looking one came flying in again. This time, i did not witness it flew away, think it is at some corner of my room which i can't see. Hmmm surprise huh, a big size GUY like me is scared of a cockroach. Well everyone have their own phobia, and guess this is just one of mine. Oh well that’s all for today then.

THE END

N joined

2006-05-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Getting lazier and lazier, i decided to write today's post alot shorter then before. Today N join me on the third service with my SPCG friends. The message was good, about wisdom. Think thats all i had to write. Short right, hahahaz

THE END

BLESSED

2006-05-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

WAHA I HIGH NIA

Why u ask

Hmmm maybe because i realise all over again, that i am so loved by my Daddy!!!

Yes he had always helped me in so many things.

Not going to write about the things in the past few days, cause my STM is catching up and i lazy to go crack my brain to think about it. So... i am going to write just about today. Today i sort of tried something new. From the beginning of the day after i wake up, for whatever i do, i sort of prayed and ask god for it. So from me going to the mrt, as i walked, i prayed that a bus would come and would take me to the mrt instead of me walking all the way. Well bus 32 which i could take came and i missed it, cause i was not at the bus stop. So i paryed again saying that the other bus will come. Soon i reached a bus stop, and bus 42 came, the bus that will drop directly at the mrt unlike 32 which will drop a little further down from the mrt. I felt so blessed for this, even though it was just a small thing. So through out the day, i did alot of this small prayers and all the things i asked for happened. On the way to go do my assignment, i prayed that today i will finally finished something, and well i did finish one part of my assignment. Then later around evening i met up with the guys. They were planning to watch Da Vinci Code, then i prayed that we will not watch it. And when we go check the timing, it was all full, so we could not watch. Well you might say this are just some really small things, but to me, i know that all this things happened, is not because i worked hard for it to happened, but he helped me through. Well i don't know how to say, but yeah the whole day today, i feel so blessed and loved.

THE END

Steven Curtis Chapman

2006-05-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

You might be wondering now, who is this guy Steven Curtis Chapman? Well before i go talk about him, I would like to write the long stories that i always like to write. So here goes.....

Had FO reunion on the day before Labour Day, Sunday. The whole event as i had just written started on Sunday, the best day of the week and ended on Monday morning. It was quite fun i guess. Despite being quite a few freshies came compared to the number that signed up for the FOR, it was still fun and I would say successful. The freshies had fun, thanks to all the people who had helped plan and make the whole event works. I, myself had quite alot of fun too, took alot of picture here and there, talk to quite a few of the freshies and know quite a few of them. At least better then in FOC where almost none of the freshies know me. Now in school, they would talk to me and at the least say hi to me. Felt really happy about that, hope more of them would join MIT club and make it an even greater club then it already is. Looking forward to them actually, what they would make the club into and stuff. Seems like I did not really talk about the things that goes on during the FOR huh..... haha sorry for that. Well, we had games and BBQ and also a small birthday celebration for 2 of the year2 and a freshie. Then heard that some of the year2 was drunk and some interesting stuff happens which I did not get to see because I was asleep.

Well enough of the FOR. Wrote a big paragraph on it, lets continue to other stuff.

Next would be about the outing that I just had. It was an outing that I had plan for quite some time, think was like 1 month ago. I was not able to finalise the date and time, and finally 2 weeks ago, I was able to confirm the date and time that almost all of my last year camp group, SUMMIT, member are able to go. I was really excited about it, cause this was the first time that I am able to ask every member except Miss Toh who for some reason just can't come and don't want to come. But this morning, as I was going to school, one of them messaged me saying she got 2 assignments to rush and had to study for next week's exam, so can't make it. Well it was just one person who can't go, so I was not really down or anything. Then later as the day passes and the time of meeting coming soon, another said she had some stuff to do and can't go too. Then later another few called and just had something on for some reason and all can't come. So in the end, from an outing that are suppose to have 12 people, cut into half and only 6 came including myself. Well at that point when I know that it was going to be the few of us, I was really very down. Well we started to have some food at long john, then the fun start to come as we enter the newly build Cathay building. We took lots of photo there, trying to imitate the movie posters. Had lots of fun there. Then later we went to THE MIND CAFE, which I had originally planned to take them to. Had another whole lots of fun again there playing game we never play before. Laughing at each other as we fooled ourselves during the games. Later at last, we went to had dinner and walk to bugis and soon depart for home. Overall, this outing was really fun. Even though only half of the people came for it, we still manage to have much fun and laughter.

Aren't u anxious now that i am finally finish with all the extras in this post? I am finally going to talk about this great guy call Steven Curtis Chapman. Think I am not going to write alot or long paragraph on him, cause I am really not very good in words. Went for his concert yesterday with my caregroup friends from church. I have no idea who he was when I went for the concert. The concert was free, and was held at the same place where we had our service every Sunday. Met up with my CG friends and went to suntec for it. Before the concert start, I met up with my primary school classmate. Had a short chat with him as we had not seen each other for some time. Soon the concert started. Steven is the lead singer. He talks about his life, and about how he came to be where he is now, sharing on gods love for him and everyone. He composed all this songs I think. The songs were all great. As the concert finish, I went straight to buy his CD. It was so good. Now all I want to do is share his songs with everyone I know. Like I had said before, I really don't know how to say how great he is, so sorry if you think I am writing craps here.

Well after all this writing, I felt that God is really great to me and really love me. I had always wanted to buy a CD on songs on God, but did not know what to buy. Now I got myself one which I would not had bought it if I never went for that great concert. Next is, he really helped me on every thing in school, and even my outing to be a great one. It did not go as plan, but it was alot greater then what I had expected to be. Many times I had so much blessings, but I never knew and I continue to complain to him about the things that I did not have. When I think carefully, he really did fulfill the things that I want every time I said it. It might not be like straight away the next day, but it will happen. Well enough of writing for today. Am really tired now and still have to do my assignments which are not finished yet.

So that’s all for this post then.

THE END

Back from MIAing

2006-04-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i last wrote anything here. Was very tired after camp and so did not write anything, then was busy with some other stuff, so did not write too.

So lets have a recap of what i have done in the pass few weeks.

First, camp. It was really fun, there were a few things that goes wrong here and there, but it was alright. Most of all, the freshies had lots of fun, and the feedback was quite good. Some bad things that happened to me was, during the disco night, someone knock on to me and my glasses broke. Well at least i can say that god prepared for me a new glasses and i got it haha. Not going to talk a lot about it, cause it will take too long and my laziness is telling me not to write too, sorry folks. But one thing i want to write is, i finally understand why alot of my seniors left the club after the camp. Not going to write why, but i know i am not going to leave like they did, cause our batch have decided to change the way they do things in club.

So so much for the camp huh, next the FOP, freshmen orientation programme. Its a programme, again by us to let the freshie to know their classmates, and also get to know how to use the school stuff. Think we did a great job compair to the last year :P. This year, we even have a international student talk thingy. I was ask to talk to the indonesian students. I did not even know untill the very last minute. Was a little nervous at first, but then was alright. Told them how is school in SP and stuff. I even met up a indo girl, which is accutally my sec school classmate ex girlfriend twin sister. A little confuse right, but never mind i was confuse too haha.

So next is about my caregroup outing. Never have i regret joining my church caregroup. Well they were not what i expected to be, but much more better then what i had thought they would be. Everybody there are all so erm i don't really know what is the word to put. Everything they talk about, would always relate back to god. Oh ya, the outing, we went to watch ice age 2 together, then went shopping later on. It was a rainy day, so we had to run in the rain for awhile. Well not really gonna say much in detail, cause once again it will be very long.

Next it's school. I am now finally a year 2 student, a senior. Manage to ask the lecturer in charge to have me take all the stage B modules plus my forward , module. Must really thanks god for helping me in this. If not, i would have to graduate from school half a year later then usual people. Well the timetable is alittle pack, but its alright, i believe he will bring me throught all this.

The first week was quite alright. Already i am quite interested in some of my modules. Mostly the programming ones. Had alot of fun on the first week, like gathering most of the club people together on day 1 and had our shout out at foodcourt6. People were all looking at us, it was very fun. Then we also had to plan for the FOR, its a reunion thing for the freshies that went for camp and also for others that did not to join in and have fun. Afew of the club people and me went to east coast park late at night to check out the BBQ pits. Found out that alot was fully booked already. Well atleast we manage to get a good spot in the end. Now i pray that they weather on that day would be great and also everything will go as plan.

Finally, its about church again. Yes i went to bible study for the first time. It was really great, it is around the same as the main service, but somehow a little different. Not sure how to say, but it was great, lean alot of things and realise alot of things that i did not before. Then had campus service on saturday which was really great too. After campus, i met up with the guys at clarke quay. They intend to go settler's but it was full. Anyway, we had a fun time as usual, even though its just the usual catch up. The new batch went to army and tell us all about it, the older batch talk about their experience too. It was really fun to listen to them talk about it.

So that is what mostly what happened for the past few weeks. Oh maybe just one thing i would liek to write down too. I gave the small gift i bought from

taiwan

to her. When i asked her to give the thing to her, she had this really BIG EYE look. I don't know what she was thinking, but she looked really funny and cute haha. Found out from a senior that the final year project during year 3, we might have to partner with people from other options. I was really down when i knew i was posted to mobile application option and she was in information system option. But when i know that in FYP, i might get to partner with her, i had my hopes up. Well i shall pray to god that i will get to partner with her in my FYP in year 3.

So thats all i guess. Have BLESSED DAY to everyone.

Prep Camp

2006-04-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

Before i write anything about prep camp, i shall write abit on my Taiwan trip.

Went to go look for my dad in Taiwan. He is now quite fine, doing quite well i guess. Went there did not really do much other then going around buying stuff my mom wants, watching TV and most importantly help clean up abit of the house my dad was living in. Yes every time go Taiwan have to help clean up nia.

Anyway is back and went for prep camp. It was like a training camp, we had to do exercise and shout until no voice. But it was still fun and i like it. In it i am one of the GPs (game personals) aka Agressors aka AgressA. We had to go one day earlier then the GLs (group leaders) aka HonChios. We had to go learn the games well and know what to do. Then the next day we go try the games with the GLs. Night walk was one of the scariest i every walk. The props were all very scary too. But due to some faults here and there, it seems like it was not very scary for the GLs. Have to work hard abit there. The other game also have to work abit more so it will be more fun. Anyway, hope that the camp would go smoothly and it will be fun for all the freshies this year.

Oh for my results.... i got into MA(Mobile Application) option. I wanted to get into IS(Information Systems). To me i think it had more career prospect then MA and also Miss Toh is there too. Oh well can't blame anyone since i did not study hard myself.

So thats much over all what happened. It seems like i have not been updating alot lately, will try hard to write more hahahz.

Alot happened

2006-03-24T06:42:00.000+08:00

A lot have happened since the last time i wrote my last entry. I have forgotten a lot of things that had happened for the pass days. So for the time being i will write down whatever i remember for the pass few days.

So first thing i remember is, i brought a guy which i got from survey to the place i work. After talking to him for awhile, i found out his also a new creation church member. Well well, what a surprise for me. So i got a new friend now, hahaz it’s really fun to know people that goes the same church.

Talking about survey, when i was doing surveys, i found out something. The people around suntec are a lot better then people walking around orchard. I was standing near the escalator and asked people who goes up or down it. Quite a few helped me wrote the surveys. But a orchard, i walk up and down the street, asking a lot more people, and i ended up using more time, but lesser surveys done.

So the next thing i can remember is the MIT club outing i went. Went to watch DORM with a few friends from club before going to pasir ris for the BBQ which is the outing. DORM was not very scary, the story is about a guy who went to a boarding school, then he met a ghost and became friends with it. Anyway, went to pasir ris, and when going to the pit, we got walk the wrong direction and went to the other end of the beach. So, we walk all the way back to almost the other end of the beach. The rest of the people already started cooking. Soon it was dark and time pass by very fast. A few of us was a little bored and went to the nearby whatever it is to get a drink. So there i had my first bottle of Heineken. All i could say is, it felt bitter and gassy. Well i only had one bottle, so did not get drunk or anything. For now i still don't understand why people like to drink beer. Then we went back and had a lot of other fun as well.

The next thing i can remember is getting my results. It was very bad. One of the worse i ever get. I passed everything but OPSY, which is a F up paper. Now i hope i can take all the new modules plus OPSY. I do not want to be an off syn student the next semester.

So lastly, i went for a friend's chalet. It was erm to tell the truth, not very fun for me. Well, i at least got to learn how to cook a little things. Not very good yet, but i am going to learn from that friend of mine. In that chalet, i only knew 8 people, out of that, only 4 i'm sort of closer to. One went back first cause she can't stay over. Soon later it was around 12 or 1, 2 of them plus me went to walk around. Had a sort of night walk around the area. Then later, after some walking, we went to mac to get a drink and started playing true or dare. Well it was true all the way and no dare. So in that game, we know a lot of secret of each other. Well not going to say anything out cause its a promise only we will know it. Then later went back at around 5, after the rain. After we went back, i slept soon with another. Then at around 6.30, i woke up, and at around 7, the 3 of us decided to go back home. Since we all live around the east, we went back together.

So that’s all i remember for what happened for the pass few days.

THE END

Persistence

2006-03-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

Yes as the title says, persistence. Thats what i have been learning about through my work. Not be afraid of failure, which is also one thing i have learned. There are many values that i have learn while working in my current job. Most importantly is persistence. Despite how many failure you encounter, you have to persist and one day you will be successful. Well it is easy to say, but it is really difficult to do. There are many times where after a failure, we will all be very DOWN; but we must keep trying again and again, cause we never know that the next one will be a success, or even better, the coming ones are all a success. Well having said so much, i really start to like this company, it sort of force me to think more mature and also work harder. Well i don't know if i have said this before, but in there i also learn alot of other skills too. So thats all of today.

THE END

Going back to bread shop

2006-03-17T09:24:00.000+08:00

Went back to help out at my mom's bread shop yesterday. There was not enough people, so i had to go help. It was still the same, stand there, wait for people to come, then help them and sell them bread. Well there are some new things like we also start to sell drinks, and its damn cheap. Anyway, i used to work there almost everyday last year, so some of the aunty and uncle knows me there. One of the aunty came over and ask how i was and told me that she very long never see me. I never tell them that my mom is the one that open that shop, so only told them i just work part time there. Anyway it felt really nice that there are people who acctually remembers me. Anyway, it was fun even though its just standing there. So thats all i guess.

THE END

Having own care group, asking her out

2006-03-15T03:07:00.000+08:00

It have been afew days that i have not been writing here. In this few days, alot of things happened.

Lets start on Friday. I went to sentosa with the club people. Sort of tricked to go, cause i though it was compulsory. Well it was still fun, just got sunburn, and now my back skin is starting to peel liao. It is freaking disgusting.

So came Saturday. That day, i went to find my care group that i was assigned to. Went to sign up for campus ministry on the Sunday before. Wanted to have a look how other are doing in church. Anway, campus was fun, the group i was in had my classmates friend there. And the person in charge of my group is one of the lead singer. Had a great time there, listening to all the things, and learning it.

Then came Sunday. After church, went to IT fair and then went to work. Well Sunday was not a very interesting day.

Then Monday, not much, just went to watch movie with the guys. Was suppose to meet my care group people, but they forgot to inform me the change of location, so in the end i did not go find them.

Then comes today, or should i say Tuesday since i am writing this on Wednesday 3am plus. As usual, went to work and came home, wasted another time not making any appointment. Getting closer to my committement date, hope i can do it by then, or else i will have to go cut crew cut.

Not the main point of it anyway. Went home and after some time starting at the com screen, saw Miss Toh came online. So i started chatted with her, and who knows this chat lasted for 2 hours. It all started by me trying to get her to come down to the company's office to have a look, then go me trying to ask her out, and then finally giving up. So i spent 2 hours talk to her trying to ask her out, but i failed. People might say i'm wasting my time, but no i'm not. From the day i work in this company, i learnt alot. Every failure indeed have something to learn from it. At the least i learn alot about her from that conversation.

Then as i am typing this, i remembered something which i should have do, but never do. That is to put all my cares on God. Don't try with your own strength, but let God help you. Erm something like that la. Basically it is to let god help you and not care so much about it. I have been using my own strength and knowledge to do what i want to do and get. That is all wrong, i forgot that all i need to do is to put whatever i care about in him. He would help me through everything. I might not know how he is going to do it, but i know he will help me, and so i should not worry so much and think so much. Ok thats all for today i guess. I wonder why i like her sia, its so strange, i want to give up, but i also don't want to hahahahahaz.

THE END

Work

2006-03-09T10:00:00.000+08:00

It seems like i still have some time to acctually write some stuff in here.

Well the pass few days have been work work and work. It is fun working in this new enviroment. Did not regret much that i worked in there. Everyone is friendly, nice, and erm helpfull. Listen to alot of interesting stories. Know alot of new friends there, maybe now not so click with them, but next time after i spend longer time there. I think i would continue to work at this part time job for some time. Well have really nothing much to say so erm thats all i guess.

THE END

hard time, touched, Big Thanks

2006-03-06T10:47:00.000+08:00

I think i should write abit here now that i have some time.

For this post, i would want to really thanks all the guys. Sorry i made you all worry so much, and also thanks that you all helped me so much. I did not really expect to have this kind of respond, was really very touched, wanted to cry that time, now too acctually. Anyway, now i am not able to explain the situation, i promise that when its over, i will tell you all. For now, don't worry too much, as i have said, i just got a job, and i will work hard in this job and come out with results. Guess i cannot slack like i did in the pass anymore.Once again, thank you to all of you even if you did not to anything, the thoughts counts too. I was really deeply moved. It seems like i have been repeating myself, but this is someting i can't write all out in words.

Well, will not be updating any post for this month i guess, have to work really hard now. Maybe once in a while when there is any thing that i want to tell everyone and when i'm free. So thats all.

THE END

Exams over, new job, long day .....

2006-03-05T00:06:00.001+08:00

Ok this entry might be alittle long so beware lolz.

OK exams are ofically over. My NETF and java test really are not good. NETF i studied over night and still i can't remember the things i need to. Java, think i was alittle over confindence and so studied a little, but i only 2 parts of the question that i did not do. The rest i was still able to do, correct or not i'm not sure hahaz.

So after my java test on Friday, my class had a outing. Well can't really say the class, cause half of them went to play lan and did not join us. Went to IMM to had lunch with our PT(personal tutor), a little strange though, we had to eat at a foodcourt. After that we went to play bowling and other stuff.

During the lunch, i overheard some of my classmate already having a job, so i asked about it and decided to go and have a look. That very day, i followed them to their working place, listen to how the company works and everything. It was very interesting and it is a very good learning experience i guess. So on that day i joined the company and become one of them. People there are all very friendly and all around my age. Thats very good, now i'm hoping to learn, earn, and have fun there.

Had a very long day on Saturday. Woke up and went to the company for some stuff to do there. Learn a few stuff there which are helpful and know a few more people. Soon after, i went to botanic garden at around 4. Wanted to take some pictures on the theme "Health and Vitality" for The Commonwealth Challenge. It have been some time since i last went there, or should i say, the last time i went there was with my primary school. It was very different from what i remembered. The scenery was very nice, did not expect to be like that. Walk around, almost the whole place and took alot of pictures. I think it is because is a Saturday, there where alot of people. Well not to the extend till its all crowded, but still alot then expected. Think i could not really find and picture that i have taken suitable for the theme, but i still have one more day before the submitting of the photo, also i have hundreds of photo in my lappy to choose from anyway.

After walking around for 1hr or so, i walk from one end to other and ended up at bukit timah road. At there, my mom called and asks me if i wan to go have dinner with her and a friend of her. It was actually me that called that friend of her. Cause she went to the same church that i go to, so i called to ask some stuff about church. So they decided to have dinner together to catch up on stuff. I went along, she brought her daughter along too. Her daughter has not change much from the last time i saw her. Still the same face and also still so friendly with the mother. The changes i see i think is well she has ****** now, yes i am a guy so i notice, wear braces now and i think lastly maybe taller? Well she is 5 years younger, so to me she is always short all the time. Never had i talked to her last time, but now i talked abit to her, you know trying to be sociable, a big brother kind of guy hahaz. It was what i always wanted to do lolz. So we went to a restaurant that my brother is working at. Looking at him doing his work, in my heart i sort of felt happy for him. Pray that he will be able to work well and stuff. Well after dinner, my mom sends them home and then we went home too.

It was a long day today, learn alot and know alot. So thats all of now.

THE END

Studying through the night

2006-03-01T04:45:00.000+08:00

As i am studying now, i felt really bored and so decided to do this entry to rest for awhile. As you can see i am writing this at around 4.40am.

Today was not much of a happening day. Well i decided to go mac at parkway parade to study after i woke up at around 11. Took my bike and cycle to there. On the way at around Tao Nan primary school, i meet BloodSHED and her friend. Actually i was stopped by her, if she did not wave, i think i might have just gone passed. So she said she was going to the same place and so had a small little race while she take bus and i cycle. Well obviously for only a 2 or 3 bus stop, i reached there first. Parked my bike, find a seat in mac and had my lunch there. As i ate, i took out my book and started reading. It was damn boring reading, especially now that my mp3 spoil, there was no music other then the radio that is playing there. No friends were around with me to study too.

After around 2 hours or so, i felt really sleepy, decided that i would go home then. Packed my back and started riding back. Stopped at the library on the way and wanted to study there, but then i felt really tired so ride all the way home from there. Guess i really cannot study alone, first it is damn boring with no one to talk to as time goes by, second there is no motivation, last time there was N, he would really study, and so i would study too.

Reached home and had a small sleep. Well that small sleep was quite long, woke up at around 7. Then i watched TV and at the same time continue reading.

So to make up for the time i slept in the afternoon, i decided to study through the whole night till morning. Decided i would take bus 14 to school in the morning and so sleep during the bus ride. Then upon reaching school, i would study till the exam time comes which is at 6pm. So i should have plenty of time to study all the things i need to study. Well pray to god that i can remember everything and all my plans goes well. HAHAZ

THE END

...............

2006-02-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

Well no idea what to put for this topic, its a sad sad day... ok maybe not that sad, cause i'm always cheerful. I said i wanted to write on Sunday, but did not. Sleep through out the service on Sunday with N and Bob. Opps did i just write his name there.....oh well never mind i don't really care anymore. Anyway Bob will occasionally join us in the service, but it seems like we all slept on this one. I woke up when it was going to end, did not catch or listen to anything at all. Went with them to look for a game before i went home and continue to study. So that’s all for Sunday.

So why sad day for today hmm maybe because whatever i studied, i forgot them when i was doing my paper today. I was so angry with myself when doing the paper. It was quite a hard paper, or should i say if ofcourse its hard, because i did not put in much effort in studying. I was really disappointed, despite of all the studying i did, i still did very badly. My lecturer came out of the room after i finish my paper and told me to study for my other module. He is like indirectly telling me, my this paper is gone case, better do better in other papers. So now i only hope that they will moderate the marks so that i can at least get a pass, and not repeat this module again.

Went home and saw my mom soon after just returning home too. After she talk to me for awhile, the second thing i heard was she going to my brother's room and start scolding him AGAIN. For some reason, my brother just doesn’t want to change his ways. I don't know if he have no idea where his fault is or he just don't want to change. Either way he sucks. I use to hate him when i was younger. Now i can't really say that. He is my older brother after all, can't always hate him. Pray to god that he can finally realise his mistakes and slowly change them. Not expecting him to change over night, but just hope he will change.

So that explains why it is a sad day for me huh ........... But don't worry for me, cause the next morning i would be smiling again. Yes i am a hippy happy guy or whatever you people call it. WAHAHAHAH ! :)

THE END

Study Journey

2006-02-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Well i did say that i would write a new entry tomorrow, but today was such an interesting day to me, so i decided to write it down. It all started from yesterday, i had this idea of going to study outside alone, well not really alone, i was hoping someone might join me, but no one wanted to come along. So woke up reluctantly this morning at around 11, bath and watched abit of kid central. Then packed my bag with the stuff i needed and the journey started.

Decided to go to bukit merah mac, cause thats the place where i first had my study group with the guys held. Took bus 14 from my house and started to read the slides i printed on the bus. The ride was a long one, and upon reaching suntec, the bus was for some reason redirected to somewhere else. The bus stopped for like around 10 mins or so for whatever reason it was. Some people got really frustrated and got down. I continued to read my stuff while waiting for the bus to move. Soon the bus continued and eventually after around 2 hrs or less bus ride i reached bukit merah mac.

Found a seat, put my bag and went to buy some food. It was refreshing to see people studying at that place, been sometime since i last went there to study. So studied there for like an hour or so, had fun watching kids celebrating their birthday, listen the nostalgic waterfall sound thing at that mac, and some other noisy stuff. It was all coming back, the days where i studied with the 'A' lvl guys, having fun messing around and talking about lousy jokes. So i studied around 1 hr and decided i should go somewhere else, cause its really getting a little boring. Walk around the hawker center for awhile and decided i should go to bukit batok mac to study instead.

Took bus 196 and reached clementi and dropped. There i waited for 106, but it did not come. Waited around 10 to 20 mins i guess, during that time i continue reading slides. After some time, i got really inpatient and boarded 173 when i saw it coming. It was a long long ride to bukit batok interchange, alot longer then 106. But it was interesting, cause i get to ride around afew places. During that time, i read up around 2 chapters. Finally i reached bukit batok interchange and i dropped.

Walk around west mall for awhile, found a book that looks interesting in the library there, called 'The Baby Squad'. Think i will go borrow that after the exams. Went to the mac and found out it was full. So decided i should go to peninsular plaza, burger king to study. Its another place where i use to study when i was having my 'O' lvls.

Took bus 106 and started reading again. This time i read lesser, all this traveling around is getting me tired, even though its only sitting down. Guess reading on a bus is not good for your eyes. Fall asleep halfway through the ride and when i woke up, i was already at suntec. The bus driver asked me to get down and i walk burly into suntec. It was already 7plus by then and so i went to had dinner. Then later did not feel like studying any more so took bus 14 back home again.

So today, i had a studying journey on bus i guess. Studied quite afew chapters on bus. Maybe i should do this more often next time. It was really fun going to placed i never went before at the same time studying. So thats all for today.

THE END

Boredom

2006-02-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

It have been a very bored week this week. All i have been doing most of the time is studying or just staring into the computer surfing random sites. Exam is near, to be accurate, one paper is down and still have 3 more to go. Have been lazy to write any entry down, cause of all the studying. Well decided to write it down now before my STM gets to me and i forgot what happened this week. So starting from monday, i went studying with a classmate for the WEBP test that was on wednesday. The studying time was short, only for like 1 or 2 hours and we could not concentrate anymore. Went to play in the arcade for awhile at bugis and went home. So that was monday.

Tuesday came and i went to study alone at mac at marine parade. Well manage to study a lot more stuff, but it was irritated by some stupid kids from don't know what school. So after studying there i went home after, did not even want to stay there for dinner, the kids were very noisy.

Wednesday came and its WEBP time. The paper was not really hard if you had study throughly, but i did not, so it was hard. The paper was a little different from the pass year paper i read through. I was able to answer more question from the pass year paper then this one i had. Guess i will not be getting very good grades for it, but should be able to pass. Pray to god that i will pass. After the exam i met up with bloodSHED and teddybear. Had 2 games of dota with teddybear. Not a match which i would want to recall, cause it was bad for both of us. It was a one on one match, but in the games some stuff happen. Not the result of the games that matter, but something else. Well i hope that would not happen again. Then went home with bloodSHED, for the first time, we took bus 14 all the way from school to home. It was a long trip, and i fall asleep on the bus. Think she must be thinking i was damn boring hahaz. The trip was 1 hr, faster then i though, i though it would take 2 hrs.

Thursday came and it was another day at home reading slides and random surfing of websites.

Then it was friday, which is yesterday accordding to the time where i am writing this enrty. Went to study with the same classmate i went with last time. This time even worse, studied even lesser then last time and so went to played abit of arcade again. In the arcade i met a friend i knew from camp. So coincidence huh lolz guess we all like to eat chocolate......not funny i guess hehehe..... by the way its a joke in chinese. So my classmate had to meet his friend and so i went with him to PS. There i messaged bloodSHED and went to meet her and her friends. Walk around abit and soon took bus and went home. Another boring day passed and i still haven fully studied the things i need to study. Today, after this night sleep, i am going to chiong studying. Think will post an entry on sunday again, cause its sunday hahaz. SO wish me luck in studing.

THE END

Looking far ahead

2006-02-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

Its a nice sunny and beautifull sunday again! YES sunday, the best day of the week, because i will be going church. Erm but sad to say i slept in church again today. Went with N, he slept too, guess all the training in NS really drain all his energy. In the pass, when i was about to sleep, he would poke me to wake me up. But now he is sleeping too. Woke up half way during the service, and listen to the sermon. Did not really catch the main topic of the sermon, but i heard something usefull and wrote it down. Yes i finally used my hacker codes notebook. Pastor Prince was talking about when he was in NS, he had this on ship thingy, and the ship was so rocky that he felt so bad. Then his senior told him a way to make things better, look far ahead to the horizon, so you will not feel so bad. And that really works. So he then told us that we should also look far beyond everything, and see Jesus. Erm something like that, well i felt that is really meaningfull so took note of that. So after church i went home, and studied abit.

Edit: Something i forgot to write about. Saw Jamie Teo at church. She was sitting like a few seats to my seat. Cool huh. Then after the service, she like rushing like that and went out, while walking out saw her only coming out of toilet. Guess she just want to use the toilet hahahaz. Well did not go and ask for autograph or go take picture, but it sure is cool seeing her in church wahahaha.

THE END

All assignments gone, but exams coming...

2006-02-18T05:07:00.000+08:00

Today or rather yesterday, since i am writing this 5am in a saturday morning, marks the day where i finish all my assignments.

Went to school today just to had my OPSY presentation on windows and linux. It was sort of a last minute work for my group.We did the slides on the previous day and it seems like we did too much.

The presentation was not very good, as it was very long, i think our group had exceed the time limit by alot.

After the presentation, the same group went to prepare our IDEAS assignment. Everything was done except passing up the work and registering the project.

After all this, the rest of the group went to play lan while i had to stay back in school to finish my GEMS assignment which is long overdue and also for my club meeting.

Had to do a photo journal for my assignment, but was not able to think of any orginal theme for it. In the end, i choose loneliness, as it would be a easy theme, but not orginal cause it was one of the examples given.

Choose 10 photos from all the photos that i have taken and wrote a short story about loneliness. So that was another assignment down. Next also for my GEMS, a photo portfolio.

I have to compile all the photos i have taken for the previous assignments and also from the photo journal. Give each photo a title, a short discription, and also the technic used in each photo. After all that i had to print them out, bind it and finally pass it up.

Soon i had my club meeting. It was the most pathetic, short, and not meeting like meeting i ever had. Only 6 or 7 people turn up. There were only a few agenda for this one.

First it was about anual diner and dance. The assitance head asked if anyone want to go, but no one did, so next agenda, camp t-shirt size.

Again she asked about our t-shirt size and thats all. So next is about a chalet that the club is organising for us. It seems like not alot of people are going for it too.. a little saded for that ah.

And lastly is announcing the GLs for the camps in our logistic part. Well as expected, my name was not on it. Screw up real big time like i had said before.

Well it is still fun to be a Game personal, or the logistic people. At least i get to have a little power over the GLs and newbies when they are playing games if i am a GP; or i could just be someone running around the school preparing stuff, which would be a good exercise for me.

So all of that took only 5 mins, the shortest meeting i ever had. After the meeting, i went to print the portfolio i prepared at the printing shop in school.

It cost me $20 to print and bind, that is the most expensive assignment i ever had. But the end product of it was quite nice. Well the content is not very good, but i still like it myself cause it is done by me.

Went all the way from one end of the school to the other end just to pass it up. Lucky my lecturer was still in his office, and it seems like i was in time to give it to him. He told me he was about to submit the grades already.

Well after passing it up, i felt a great relieve, but also a little sad that i would not be seeing this lecturer anymore. This module was fun and stressless, the assignments were easy, to me at least, and there is always a sence of achivement when the lecturer shows ur photo to the class on the next lesson.

Did not make any friends in this class though, which is a very sad part of it. Cause our lecturer is a very nice person, he did not force us to do group work or anything. All the assignments were individual assignments. So i did not really have a chance to get to know other people.

Was about to go home when GreenTea messaged me to join TeddyBear and gang at west mall. They were having dinner at sakae sushi. When i heard west mall, immidiately i change train and went to find them.

West mall is a place where i hope i can see someone. Yes you guess it if you know me, it's Miss Toh. Have always heard from my classmate whoes girlfriend live near there too that, when they go have dinner together there, he saw Miss Toh having dinner too.

So i went there in hope of seeing her and maybe ask her about the present too if i see her. Well sadly i did not see her. Guess i am not that lucky. Walk around abit and soon GreenTea and TeddyBear finished their dinner.

They went to the arcade for awhile and TeddyBear and his gang decided to go home. GreenTea was complaining that it was still early and so we decided to go walk around clarke quay.

The 2 of us went there and walk around. Found out something in all these walking around i had with her for these few days, she like 3D animation alot.

Walk to liang court and went get a drink at macdonals. She got herself a small coke while i get a cheese burger and a coke too. By the way i did not had dinner with them at west mall, so that is my dinner.

She suddenly ask if i had my lappy with me and well yes she wants to play dota. It seems like she is very into dota now. Have been learning from TeddyBear, but still not very good. Well can't really say her. From the way she play and learn, soon i think she can beat me.

No one really taught me to play dota. When i first started, my friends only taught me how to move aroundm the short cut keys and basically thats all.

Had a fun time dieing alot in my first few games with all the pros around. Well i am still dieing alot now. I personally don't enjoy the game much, but enjoy the time that we spend when playing together. There would be alot of laughter and sometimes anger which is why sometime i do not like this game.

Soon it is already 9 and she thinks that we should be heading home. Went to wait for the bus and on the way home we did not talk much.

Think i was quite tired too today. So did not do much later when i reached home and soon fall asleep. Woke up now to write this because i got kicked by my mom's leg on the face.

Well now i should be heading back to sleep and prepare myself to study for the coming exams. Don't know if could study alot myself, unlike last semster, i could follow the "A" level guys and study with them.Maybe i should try call some people out to study together.

Well going to sleep now. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

THE END

Excitments.......

2006-02-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

Had not written some important events that happened for 2 days cause have been busying doing assignment and stuff, so was lazy to write it down.

Tuesday
It was valentine's day, very excited as i woke up. Had waited for this day for a long time. 2 missions i had for that day.

First to help N give his present to the girl he likes and second, to give my own present to the girl i like.

Went to a friend's house in the morning, put the presents at his house cause i did not want to walk around school with one big plastic bag.

In school, i found out some surprising informations. Was looking around the school server and found her WEBP assignment.

Was currious ,and so i take a look and found out that her surname was not Tan, but Toh or in chinese Du. For some reason, in the past i always though her surname was Tan.

So soon school finishes and i went to pick up the presents. Decided to go send mine first cause it is nearer and i know where is it around.

Went to the busstop she alight at when going home and messaged her. Told her that i have something to give her and if she could come down to get it. She replied that she had to rush assignment, so did not want to come down and ask if i could give her on the next day.

Well did not want to keep asking somemore, scared she might think i'm irritating or something, so i decided to give her the next day since she will be at school.

So went to the next house. It was easy to find N's dream girl house. Her house is quite uniqe, there is no doorbell as it has a auto signal function thingy. The bell will ring when someone is infront of the door.

Saddly, it was not that girl who opens the door, but her grandma. Ask the grandma to passed it to her and so i left, going back to school abit disappointed that i could not gave my present.

Met up with Green Tea and Teddybear and soon left school to go home.

Wednesday
Finally the day has come for me to give her. As one of my classmate is in the same GEM class as she is, i have asked her a favour to msg me when they finish class.

Went over 15 mins before the class ends, just incase. Waited at the nearby foodcourt for my classmate msg, but it did not come.

Decided that i should msg back, and she called telling me the class had ended 10mins ago and had forgotten to tell me.

Quickly i called Miss Toh and asked where she was. She did not tell me where she was but told where she was heading.

So i ran there. For your information, from her classroom to the place she is going, its like almost one end of SP to the other end.

Talking about conincidence, ok maybe not so conincidence, i met her on the way up at a staircase. A guy was with her, never see him before. But i did not think too much, cause i was going to be late for my test.

Quickly passed her the present. She asked what it was, i just said a present and told her i have to rush to my test, and so i quickly went for my test.

The last thing i heard from her was something like "thanks alot" with a very sweet voice. So was finally very relieve that i gave her the present, but still my heart is still racing.

Thinking what she would think seeing the present and the card, thinking what would happen, thinking what i should do......

Well 1 day had just passed, and i had not receive any news from her yet. I had not seen her after that, cause this week is suppost to be a study week, so the chances of seeing her would be very less.

Did not dare to ask online about it too. Whenever i click on her msn, type in the words, i would delete it again and close the window.

This heart racing feeling is just like the first time i wanted to ask her out long time ago. I was very excited too, would also not dare to even chat on msn. Now the same feeling is back.

I wonder if she ever read this blog. Even if she did, does she knows about i am talking about her. Hmm there is so much things to think about. Am i thinking too much?

So now that is what happened for the pass 2 days. I think what i just write above might not be very clear. Maybe it was already 2 days ago, and my memory is not that good.

So one thing i needed to state again is she is not Miss Tan, but Miss Toh. Have no idea why i though she was Tan. Well so there will not be 2 Miss Tan in this blog anymore hahaz.

THE END

Spiritual Authority

2006-02-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Yes today topic for church is SpiritualAuthority. Went for the third service today, and i did not sleep in today.

For some reason, i can still get to the main room even though i was a little late. I was even ask to sit at the front row today. It was a long time since i last sat there. Have been seating at the back with N everytime.

So what is spiritual authority all about. Well basically is to sort of have faith and confidence in God and as well as yourself

The pastor preaching about it is call Terrance Mize and his from america i think. Listening to him talk about all his stories are great.

He also talk about his incident he had when he was a gun point. The guy shot at him, but for some reason the bullets did not touch him.

To write down the whole story would be quite long, so i decide not to write it. Basically he had declared when he was hold up that the robber would not be able to do anything to him and so the guy was not able to.

So this is what he use to tell us about spiritual authority. That is what i lack in me i think, not having much faith and confidence in myself. That is also what my friend, BananaBoy told me.

Well i was also thinking if i should go get a gift for Miss Tan for valentine's day. That is when i heard pastor Lawrence said at the end of the service, "This week is a week of break through". That is when i decided to go get a gift and give it to her on tuesday.

So went to bugis and went to look for a gift at the shop i shop with N last sunday. Bought a small bear similar to N's and a box and also a card that N bought too. The card N bought had a very good meaning, so decided to use the same card.

Upon paying the stuff, i turn and saw my CRS lecturer. Don't know if she remembers me anot, but i said hello and she replied back. She was with her boyfriend i guess. When i was leaving, i said goodbye to her.

So went to tiong baruh plaza later to deposite my CNY money i got. Yes some people will ask me, why go there and not marine parade which is near my house. Well the answer to that is because the only place i know got a deposite machine for POSB is there and great world city.

There i went to popular and finally get myself a hacker code notebook. Saw pizai got it long time ago and had always wanted one too.

Now that i got it, i decide to use it to write down stuff i might want to take note so that i will not forgot about it. So i think it will be following me around.

Went home after and wrap the gift up. Now i am waiting for tuesday where i will give it to her and also give N's present to the person he likes.

Thats all for today.

THE END

Nick Names

2006-02-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

If you have realise by now, i don't really use any Miss or Mr much now. Instead, i use nick names like N and Green Tea. Well i put these names not to mock at people or anything, but just so i don't put their real name in. So whoever know that i am talking about you and do not like the name i have given, please tell me. I do not want to offend anyone. Writing this so that people will know why i use them. More names to come like teddybear, BadmintonGirl and so on. Well the names i give are quite straight forward, people should know i am talking about you when i put it up, and also not everyone i have a nick name for, cause i am not that smart. So thats all for the notice

THE END

WEBP assignment and GL interview

2006-02-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

Have to passup my webp assignment today. First thing i reach school is on my lappy and start doing it. Through out the whole day, i just rush my website.

It is amazing how i can do 10 pages in one day. Ofcourse, it is not very nice. It is very plain, just black background and white text with very little content in it.

Well at 3 there was a GL(group leader) interview for the camp. So i stopped my work for awhile and went for it. I though it would be fast, but it took longer then it did.

In the end i missed the time for me to passup my assignment, further more i screw up big time in the interview.

Well not that i really really want to be a GL, but it seems more fun to be one in camp. Can go around playing games with the freshies, knowing more people in camp, sort of have the authority over them a little.

Ofcourse there are still some mroe stuff to it. In the interview, they asked alot of simple yet difficult to answer questions. Guess i did not have much confidence in myself, i was not able to answer them much truthfully and better.

As usually as any other interviews, i specked softly and could not think properly. Guess this is a very big problem that i have to overcome.

Well after the interview, i called Green Tea and friends and went to orchard to meet them. Walk around for awhile and soon it was 9plus. The shops are all closing, and so one by one they all left.

That leave me and Green Tea again...... I was a little hungry, so we went to macdonals and i went to but a meal. There, she wanted to try out dota, so i took out my lappy and let her try.

As i eat, i also teached her abit about the game. Played untill she won the game and it was around 11 by then.

It was quite late already and so we went to took our bus home. I was very tired and so slept in the bus. Upon reaching her house, she woke my up. She alight at her stop while i continue 2 stops down and alighted too.

Thanks for her to wake me up, or else i think i would have missed my stop. Reach home soon and went to sleep after a bath.

Well i guess with my lousy interview, i would not be a GL. Was quite looking forward to it and surprise they acctually gave me a chance to go for the interview. But i guess i screw it up big time.

Still the results are still not known to us yet, so i guess there is still some hope. Maybe i should pray for it hahahaz. Ok thats all for now.

THE END

Buying NDS

2006-02-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Finally made a deal with the guy selling Nintendo DS. One NDS and 2 games for $260, that is quite cheap comparing it to the outside price.

Well went to school as normal, and soon it was 3pm. That is when i finish my lessons. Had nothing to do by then as i am meeting the dealer at 6pm at jurong east mrt.

Met 2 of my friends and so followed them as they went to find out about t-shirt price for the camp t-shirt. They got a cheaper price somehow and was very excited about it.

Went back to school and join in the meeting as they talk about the price of food for camp and stuff. Soon it was 5.30 and i decided to take off to jurong east mrt.

3 of my friends followed me, that includes Green Tea too. We shopped around popular bookshop under the mrt for awhile as i wait for the dealer.

Soon he called and i went to meet him. To my surprise, he was a man around 30-40. Was expecting a yonger man as he is selling a game console.

Well he let me check the NDS and it was all well and i paid him. Return to the group later and continue looking around.

Then later we decided to go a shopping centre nearby to walk around. Went to the ice skating arena in that shopping centre and stayed for awhile.

Looking at people ice skating in the arena looked so fun and i feel like learning. But it seems to hard. Well after, one of my friend left first, and so left with Green Tea, her friend which i still can't get a nick name or her surname yet and myself.

Well we stayed and ate dinner and started stoneing there for some time. The 2 of them did not want to go home that early but did not know what to do. I suggested going some place, but they did not want to.

Soon 1 hour pass and they finally decided to leave the place. Went our seprate ways at the mrt and i went home together with Green Tea.

THE END

Class Photo Taking

2006-02-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Today half of the assignments burden it down. Well it was yesterday, because i am done with java assignment which is the most difficult. The rest are also difficult, but not as hard.

Had the java assignment interview, it was not as hard as i though it was. All we had to do was to change some of the validation parts and we are done.

It seems like one of my entry was some how deleted. It was about the day where i went to school to do the java assignment on saturday. By the way the main point of that post was to thanks all the people who helped me and my partner in our assignment.

There was a big surprise today, during our class Personal Tutor lesson, we had to go take class photo. He did not even inform us about it, all of us were all not prepared and not dress nicely

The photo taking was fun during the informal part. All of us just put a "V" hand sign on our PT's head. Looking forward to have a look at the photos taken.

Talking about photos, i haven even do my Gems assignment. I have to take 10 photos and make a photo journal, but i have no idea what kind of story to make and so no idea what to take and write too. Tomorrow i have to pass it up, now i'm just thinking how to tell my lecturer.

Well thats all i guess.

THE END

Preaparing Valentine gift

2006-02-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

Had church with N today, then went to tried out "House of Dead 4" after church. It was not as easy as i though it was.

Then we went to bugis to look for a wrapper and card for N's gift for the person he like. It took him sometime to finally choose a box that i used before to put the birthday present i gave my friend. Soon he also choose a card with a very sweet message in it.

Went to my house late and he wrapped the present up with a little help from me tieing them up together with some left over pink ribbon i have.

As he will have some jungle training during the weekends next week, he will not be able to come back to give the present himself. So i will be helping him hand deliver his gift.

Somehow i feel like helping him and hope that he will touch her heart. Looking forward to the day where i deliver the gift.

THE END

Rushing assignment !

2006-02-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

Went to school to only do java assignment today. The whole day practically did not have any lesson, all of us just rush assignment only. One of my lecturer was very good, he kept helping us on our assignment, but he seems to be sick too and left school early. Therefore i did not get my turn on asking him to help my group. My group is the most behind compare to the other groups, going to school again tomorrow in hope that lecturers are going school, so we can ask them to help us. Well thats all i guess.

THE END

Sick again and disappointed.........

2006-02-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

Found out i was sick again when i woke up in the moring. Must have been passed on by my classmate from yesterday. She was very sick yesterday, having flu, cough and felt very bad, but she continued to follow us to the last house. Well can't blame her, we sort of wanted her to go along too, sorry to drag her along.

Saw Miss Tan alone at the mrt this morning, most probally waiting for her classmates. Went over and ask how was the cake i gave. She was being very nice i guess, did not tell me if it was nice anot, just told me that she did not like pineapple with a very sweet smile. Guess that just means she did not like it. Well i still think that cake was nice and it would sell, but so sad she did not like it, a little disappointed. So said good bye to her and went to class.

Only had IDEAS lesson today, but because all of us already had our presentation done, he had nothing to do during the lesson. Took out my lappy and started surfing around and checked my exams date, found out it will be in a few weeks time!!! Soon the class was over and we went to eat at KFC.

Went to a com lab after lunch and started playing some stupid maps in WC3. It was fun, seems like dota is not that fun already, at least to me. People are all so serious when they play dota, that they can get very angry at times. But playing these stupid but very fun maps, it was good. Had lots of laughter while playing.

Wanted to do my Java assignment, but just could not resist the temptation of playing.... haiz. Worst of all i dun even have the slightest idea of how to do it. Have to really pull my socks, ok have to go read up on my classmate's practicals to see how to the assignments.

Lastly, i pray to god that he will cure my illness and also help me with my study and also her..... Hahaz ok thats all i guess.

THE END

Chinese New Year! 3rd day

2006-01-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today is going around my poly classmates house to "bai nian". This time i do not need to walk around much, take train or even bus. We had one of our classmates to drive us around. It was fun going around their houses, the parents were all very nice and ofcourse again there were food in every house. Had alot of fun talking lots of stuff along the way. Well it was another fruitfull day again today, but not as tired as yesterday. Took alot of photos too, now that the day ends, i have to start worrying about tomorrow and the weeks after. Assignments to pass up, exams to study.... just too many things to worry. Hope i can manage all of them.
THE END

Chinese New Year! 2nd day

2006-01-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

OK, finally the long awaited going around friends house to "bai nian" has come. Was late as i woke up late, so i missed the first house. Went to 8 houese in all, got alot of money and alot of fun along the way. Took alot of pictures and also listen to alot of stuff about ns from the guys that went in first. Well it would take alot of time to write the details for today, so i'm not going to write alot. All in all, today was very fun going around people's houses to get red packets and stuff. But too bad they cannot come my house today due to we do not have enough time and i live the furthest from all of them. Well hope next year we can still do the same thing again. Now, i'm looking forward to go my poly friends house to "bai nian" wahahahahaha!!!!!

THE END

Chinese New Year! 1st day

2006-01-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO WHOEVER IS READING THIS !!!!!

Well went to 3 service of church today. Since New Creation is celebrating CNY at indoor stadium at 4 today, i followed my mom to her church, Conerstone, in the morning. Went to the english service first there, the pastor there seems to be quite nice, he was talking about hospitality, about how we are to accept anyone staying in our house and let them feel at home and stuff like that. Ofcourse it somehow related to god and stuff, but i am not gonna elaborate. Then when it was gonna finish, i went to join my mom in the chinese service. The pastor there was also good except his chinese speaking was good, but the reading part is saded. I found out that the people there are all very friendly. When they knew i was first time there, they all shake hands with me and welcome me. Well thats what i call hospitality, guess they really practice it huh hahaz. If i was not in New Creation, i might just go to this church. So the chinese service was talking about Acceptance, Confidence and Trust, in short ACT. Both the service were giving very good messages.

Well after church, went home and had lunch with my mom. Yea only the 2 of us, my dad and bro at taiwan and my sis at london. Can't have reunion dinner this year.......abit saded.

So went to kallang mrt at 3 to meet the guys that are going to indoor stadium, but they were still watching some movie, so i had to go there alone first. The first time i reach there and there were still alot of seats. Guess i was quite early this time. Went to sit at the front rows, and reserve 3 more seats for them. While waiting for them to come i fell asleep. Then was woke up by some people walking around. Notice i already slept for around an hour already, then also saw Mr Ong's family. Went over to them to say happy new year to them and went back to my seat. After some time, the guys come and the service started. It was good as usual, the message was about something about self. Well after the service, Mr sum went off first cause he had something else to do, which left with only 3 of us.

Called the rest of the guys out to have dinner. And so the 3 of us tried to walk to kallang mrt, but was lost, in the end we walk all the way from indoor stadium to cityhall mrt. It was a damn long walk, took around 1hr plus. The rest of the guys were already there waiting for us. At the mrt, i saw a buddy classmate, she was also there waiting for friends. Went to say hi and went off with the guys to look for a place for dinner.

Went to fishermen's to have fish and chips. It seems like thats the only cheapest place that is open today. Well at there i went to toilet, and there were this 2 kids who started throwing ice cubes at the door i was in. Heard them got scolded by their parents. But when i came out, they continue throwing ice at me with angry eyes. I have no idea what makes them throw ice at me, but since their aiming was so bad and the ice didn hit me, i only made some sound by clearing my throat. If not they are sure to get it from me..........ok maybe not at most i will just get them to their parents and tell them what they did.

So went to play lan, dota ofcourse with the guys after dinner. It was my first time for me to play with them. Usually i would have leave first to head home. Well i really suck in the game, keep dieing and did not even get a kill. But my team won in the end, hahaz => .

Well went home after a game cause it was quite late and tomorrow, or rather today for now, we're going to go to each other's house in the moring to "bai nian" hahaz. Ok have to go sleep soon so i can wake up and not be late for later morning.

THE END

Going back to secondary school.

2006-01-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

Woke up real late today, slept too late yesterday. But did manage to be late only 20mins, not half an hour. Appreciate that my classmates still leave a seat for me at the back row. Maybe because they know that i want to see Miss Tan, as her class is just beside ours and the only thing blocking the 2 classes is a wall of glass. She sat at the back row too today, so i could see her very clearly. But she seems to be very engross in her work, cause i know a few times on the glass and she did not seem to notice. Well my class end earlier then hers, so i went to knock at the door from outside the class where she sits near to, she looked abit blur somehow and then i wave good bye to her.

So walk to the next class and had my next lesson. It was boring as usual, but had abit of fun between Mr Soon and myself. We shared earpiece to listen to random songs on my ipod. Then we had a tug of war with my earpiece. We started pulling the earpiece from each other using our ears. Had abit of fun there. Well after class, i followed them to have lunch but i left around 12.15 so i could go back to meet my secondary school people to go back to our school to see teachers.

Met up with them in the school canteen, it was different from the time i left school, abit look more classy. Had vitasoy as usual, it was the drink i always drink when i go back. Saw afew teachers that teaches me and also see all the juniors. Well i was a very introvet guy back then, so i did not know any of the juniors. Also met 2 of my sec 1/2 classmates that went back to teach after their "A"s. They seems to have to much fun teaching the students and they also seems to be so friendly with them too. Well walk around the school, saw and talk to a few teachers, which now they call them coach. The class are called teams now, heard because they want to have more teamwork, so they use terms coach and team. After talking to a few teachers, found out its already 3, so i quickly rush off to go back SP, had my WEBP retest on 3.30.

The test was so much bloody easier then the last one we had. If not because i had abit of problems starting off at the begining of the test, i would had been able to finish it, left with only 2 pages left that did not finish off. Well after the test went to played some games with some of my classmate. After playing, i quickly rush off to the club GM.

The GM was quite long this time, cause we had to vote for the design for the camp. For some reason i seems abit tired, and so looked abit sad. Must thanks Miss Soh i knew from club for asking how am i, but i was really alright.

Well went to have dinner with the club people. Was pulled to have macdonals with Miss Ong and Miss Soh's friend as they were the only one that wants to have mac. So the three of us had mac while the rest went to eat at the food center nearby. Slowly the rest of the club people came to mac too to talk craps. Stayed for a while and Miss Ong realise it was very late already, so asked me to go home together.

On the train, it was alittle boring, i'm not someone who can talk alot, so we only talk about alittle stuff. Mostly we talk about the train station, brain washing ourself saying that very fast we will reach our stop. Indeed her way of breaking the stops to 3 parts worked quite well, soon enough we reach eunos mrt. Droped there and as we walk to the bus stop, we saw our bus. That was very lucky, so we quickly ran to the bus and board it. On the bus, she told me how the last 2 day she had waited for the stupid bus for 20mins, that is really long. Then i took out my camera and started taking some pictures of us, but it was either very blur, or the composition was not very good. Overall the pictures are just not good, taking pictures at night sure is difficult. Soon after she reach her stop and dropped off and i continue 2 stops and dropped off too. It was quite a good day i guess and so i shall stop here.

THE END

Giving Present

2006-01-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Slept quite early yesterday, guess i was tired. Wanted to msg Miss Tan to congrate her at 12am sharp, but over slept. Disturb by my mom scolding my brother this morning at 5.30, was very blur and have this feeling i forgot to do something. Well that was to msg her hahahaz, so quickly msg her and went back to sleep again. Woke up again around 7 to prepare to go to clementi mrt so i could take bus to see her and pass her the present, some small cakes. Well reach the station at around 8.30 just like i plan and waited for the bus. It came eventually and i board it, but she was not in, so i drop on the next stop. Board the next one that came, once again she was not there. Then finally on the third bus i board, she was there. Said to her happy birthday and gave her the cakes. I didn't talk much on her in the bus, even forgot to ask to take picture with the birthday girl. Damn always forgot to do stuff i want to do when i'm around her, have to over come this somehow. Drop at dover together and i saw my classmate, so i said good bye to her and went to find him. In lesson today i kept tradding photos that we took in the zoo with my classmates. There were alot of them, it sure was a very memorable day. One thing i regreat was to take a group picture with everyone in it, including the planning people. After lunch with my classmates, i followed some of them to their gem class. Wanted to crash Miss Sim's gem class, cause Miss Tan and the MIT club president was in the same class, but did not. I only followed her to the classroom door and said good bye to her. Called Mr Shi and went to find him and played WC3. Later the rest of the people came and we started playing together. We did not play doata today, instead we went to explore some other maps avaliable. There were many funny and fun maps created by some people. Well it was not as strategic as dota maps, but it sure was fun too. Played till the lap technician told use that the laps are closing, and we left. Mr Po msg me and ask if i wanted to go out at night, but i rejected him cause i was tired and have some assignments to do. Well now i only pray to god that i might be able to finish all my assignments in time and also over come my stupid getting nervous and forgot what to do when i see her, and also most importantly my family problem, basically my brother and also the business stuff, and i know he will definitly help me hehez XD. Amen
THE END

Skipped lesson !

2006-01-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Skipping lesson is nothing big, but for my whole class, even the girls to all skipped lesson together.......... thats really something big for me. Only half the class came to school today, guess they are all too tired from yesterday's zoo activity. So after our first lesson, the rest of us that went to school decieded to not go for the rest of the lessons. Went to eat lunch and then the normal go lan people went to play lan at ginza plaza. I followed them there. It was the first time for me to go there and played dota on battle net. The whole experience of playing dota on battle net and with friends are very different. I died alot during the game as a noob and also did not get a single kill. Well it was quite fun anyway. Then after one game i left them because i had logi meeting in school. Went back to school again and waited for the meeting to start. Finally it was time for the meeting, and i walk to the club room. On the way, i met Miss Tan *shy* , isn't life just great hahahaz. So went for the meeting, found out my group is the most sad one. We haven get the price list for alot of items and also haven compile alot of stuff. I was just appointed the leader, so i haven start to ask them or even myself to do anything yet. Well after the meeting i told my member what i want them to do. So not use to being the one giving orders, hope i can do this job nicely. Went to meet the other Miss Tan, cause she called to ask me help her on some stuff. Had a burger at the kallang mrt macdonal there before i go home after helping her.
THE END

ZOO and Esplanade

2006-01-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up abit excited today, cause i will be bring a bunch of kids to the zoo. Well the kids that turn up was not what i expected. They are mostly malays and afew chinese. Well only Mr Shi and me went to the school to take the bus together with them to the zoo. On the way it was abit boring, cause i don't know how to talk to kids. Then there was this 2 kids who keep imitating the BEST denki advertisment. One of them ask my name and they started calling my name. So thats when everyone there know me. Reach the zoo in around half an hour time and meet up with my other classmates there. Went in soon after meeting up and went to a shelter in the zoo. There we preapare for the games stuff and sort the kids into 6 groups. I went around took some picture of the kids with their leaders. Soon after all the things are done, the station masters pratically me and some others went to our stations. Guess being station master alone is really boring. Mine was at the polar bear. Went there wait for the first group to come. It was quite a long wait, while waiting i took some pictures of the bear, and read about some facts of it. Eventually they came, it seems like they went the wrong way or something hahahahz. So one by one the group came and left. During the time with no group in my place i was really bored. Wish i could be one of the group leader, at least they seems to be bonding more with the kids and had more fun running around. So finally the game ends and they everyone went back to the shelter to eat their lunch. The lunch was very saded, i don't know about the kids, but it sure was not enough for an adult. It was one small chicken burger, 2 nuggets and a mash potato. Maybe that can be my diet for now hahaz. Then the non group leader people went to book sits at for the show. I went to book 3 rows, sat at the side of the rows and telling people who wants to comes in that we booked it. It was alright at first, but when more people comes in, it became very embarrassing. We even had a small fight with some people. Well all was good the kids came as soon we finish the small fight, and we decided to give up one row and so some of us sit at the back rows. The show started soon after we settled down. It was ok, not very good if i would say. After the show we stayed around the area to settle with the score stuff and give the prizes to the kids. Then it was free and eazy time, this is the part that i am not very happy with. All of us just go walk around with their own group and it was not very good i think. We should had gone in a whole group and everyone will get to have fun together. Well i'm not incharge so i can't really say anything, plus not that i really care so much. Well soon after walking around, it was time for the kids to go back. Everyone met at the entrance and we all send them to the bus and they went back while we stayed to take public bus home. Well on the bus, Mr Seng told me he is not going to the concert anymore and so he have 2 extra tickets. So i messaged both Miss Tan, but both also say they cannot, saded. So in the end, i went to the concert alone. I was late ofcourse, but i saw a secondary schoolmate. She was working there as an usher. Found out she is acctually very friendly. I did not really know her,other then during sec 1 when i was in the same cca as her and alot of my friends know her, other then that i did not ever talk to her. But when i saw her there at esplanade, she talk to me as if i was one of her friends. She still look very beautifull, but somehow she don't look like fan wong anymore like when she was in sec 1. So finally the intermission came and i could go in and find my seat. Sat with some friends from school and listen to the next part of the concert. The whole concert, even though i heard only the last half, i still think it was really good. But i prefer to the last concert played by them in school. Maybe because they played a piece which i was looking for a very long time last time, which made me almost cried. Well had dinner with my friends and played abit of arcade. After that it was quite late and so i went home. So for the first time, on a sunday, i missed church not because i am lazy to go, but i had the pay all packed. It was quite a happy day for me i guess, playing with kids and listening to nice music.
THE END

Sis back

2006-01-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

I was suppost to go school take some contack number of the project people from the Logi head today, but it seems like he did not come to school and in the end i went to help spring cleaning the club room. I was amazed at how many things the club room have. It was enough to set up a small mini mart i guess. There were all kind of things, food, plastic bottles, stationary, board games and so on. Since the head did not come, i decided to leave the cleaning to the rest around 1pm. Went home and started watching tv at home. Later around 3, i got news from my mom that my sis is back, so we went to fetch her. Well had dinner at east coast and then come home and start to write this. Tomorrow going to zoo to do my CIP, pray to god that i would be able to handle the kids tomorrow and nothing troublesome will happen.
THE END

Starting to study

2006-01-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

Went to register to learn to drive today. Was suppost to be going with Miss Tan as i did not know how to go, but i had some stuff to do first in school, so cancelled the meeting. Anyway direction given by Miss Tan was easy and yea it was easy to find the place. I thought the whole registering thing was going to be very troublesome, but it was not. Went there took a ticket, and in a few minutes time, it was my turn. The person there serving me was rude. She keep asking me questions as if i was a kid, doubting if i was really sure i want to learn. That really piss me off, but with my character, i did not do anything, just continue to ask questions that i need to ask to make sure of all the informations and then went with all the stupid things that stupid woman ask me to do. Well booking dates for lessons was really something i am quite surprise, you are to acctually book a date in a month advance. With all the school work and club activity, i hope the dates i choose will not crash with any of them. It took only a while for the whole registering stuff, and so i went home. On the way, i met a friend i knew from my science centre job last year. I remember her face, but could not remember where i know her. Abit sad that i she had to tell me it was at work hahaz.

Well need to do my assignments now, it seems like time is going so fast when studying in poly. Assignments to do, stuff to study and i can't slack as much as i did back in secondary school. Back in secondary school, i was able to not listen to class and not even study and fail everything untill the final exams. When it is reaching i would study like there is no tomorrow......accutally i still did play abit during the exams period. Even so, i was able to pass my exams. Not with very good grades, but i was still able to go to a good school like SP. Well now, i got my mid semester test results, and it was very very bad. Failed terribly, so i decided that i would start studying. Yes just like the times i studied with the guys at national library. Don't know if will be able to get people to go with me to study. It may not be at national library, but i hope someone can join me. have been trying to get people to go with me to study outside during the last semester test, but no one wants to join. But it was not that bad that time. The guys were still not in NS and they had to study for their 'A' levels. So i joined them in studying, they study their stuff and i studied mine. It was fun, when we're tired or something we would sleep for awhile, then continue, sometimes we will also be distracted by stuff. We would joke around sometimes and it would make all of us laugh like there's no tomorrow. That were the best times. Now most of them went to NS and only a few left that i'm not very close to are around. Even so, in a few more months, the rest are also going, leaving even fewer of us that are studying in poly. Well, i just hope i can find people who wants to study together outside and so it will not be so boring studying by myself hahahahaz. OK thats all.
THE END

Connection back again =>

2006-01-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, almost for a week, i did not have internet connection at home. My mom did not pay the bill, so no net for me. Been using the neighbour's wireless connection, but it was not stable. So that explains why i have not been writing anything in here. Well the few days without internet, alot of stuff happens. Last friday MIT club had its first GM for the camp after the new year. It was at 6, so i had a very long break time. During that break, got Miss Ong that live near my house to go Jurong Point to walk around with me. She also had to attend the meeting. But i had logi meeting before the GM so had to go back to school before her and so she continue to shop around with another friend from club that came after i left. After meeting some of the club people when to JP to have dinner, then went to shop around the night market beside it. Later half of them live near there and left and the rest took train home. On train one by one left as it goes, and finally left Miss Ong and me. Then finally took the same bus and she drop off first and i was all by myself. And so i reached home to find out i can't write all this down because the internet was down.... hahahahaz.

Well i manage to connect to my neighbour's wireless, so i was able to go MSN, and that is where my plan for saturday come from. Miss Tan, not the one i talk about last time, but the very pretty girl that left SP ,message me in MSN to remind me when i can take her to my mom's shop to eat. So we decided on the next day, saturday. On saturday itself, i had to help my mom deliver some stuff to my friends dad that also open a small shop near marine parade. Cycle there to deliver it, and to my horror when i came back, i took one hour to go there and back. I was going to be late, so i quickly bath and quickly went to kallang MRT to meet Miss Tan. As usual she still dress very nicely even though it's just meeting me. Took the train to dhoby ghaut MRT as she wants to check on her stuff. Then after we walk from there to my mom's shop to had lunch. After we went to shop around. Think we walk almost throughout the whole orchard. Along the way we meet alot of people, my friends, her friends, and even 2 seniors from school. One is our group leader in camp, and the other is one of the most beautiful senior in school. Chat for awhile, and we went seperate ways and continue shopping. Then we walk back to PS and went to buy some stuff she wanted. It was quite late already by then, around 7 so took the train back to kallang again. She went home and i took my bus there back home too. During the shopping around, she did most of the talking.... saded, but i guess i'm just not someone that can really chat, more of a listener, and if i want to chat, i talk more online and in sms then talking. Have to really improve on that. Ok so that is the real nice saturday outing i had hahaz. Next for something bad, or so....... Went to church alone early in the morning. The message was good i guess, can't remember what it was about already, saded, then went to meet a secondary school friend to watch movie. Watched Moonlight in Tokyo, it was real good i think, funny but sad at the ending part. During the show, i was disturbed by afew phone calls. Had some bad news, that makes happy day sad, very sad. Well since it is already over and the problem, hopefully will not repeat itself again, so i shall not talk about it.

Well then it comes monday. Erm not much happened, other then i disturb one of my friend i meet. She had a very bad sore throat. Oh ya i met her with Miss Tan on saturday too. Knew she was having a bad sore throat then. So as i was saying, i start copying her talk and she hit me. Yea she may not be able to talk, but still can hit hahaz. Then the second time i did it again she kicked me on the leg. That was very embarrassing as there where people around, even Miss Tan, this time is the one in school. A big guy got kicked by a small girl hahahaz hilarious i guess. Went for camp song meeting later, the attendence was very bad only a couple of us turn up for the so call meeting. Sang alot of the songs there, and we all sort of feel abit saded for our camp song, cause the CADC one were all very good. All of them were organise and stuff. Well thats all for monday.

Can't remeber much of what happened on tuesday, so i'm going so skipped it. Well for wednesday then, had gems on that day, it was good, did not fall asleep for the first time in class for that. The lecturer started the lesson by showing us the photos he think are good which we took for our assignment. 4 out of 5 of the photos i submited was shown, so i was quite happy. Then he showed us a few examples for our next assignment, photo essay. He showed us a very sad story about a boy in I raq i guess. It was really really sad in the front part, but it ended very happily. The photos taken was really very nice. The story makes me think that what i had now is really a bliss or something like that, i really thank god for all the things he gave me. Well ended early as usual and so i went to meet some of my classmates. They have decided to go some lan shop to play again. Well i went to take bus 106 on purpose in hope to see Miss Tan on the way home, and so i did hahahaz. Very happy but i could'nt do much. Talk a little on bus, when i say little i meant really very little, only a few lines. Took a photo of her when i called out to her. The photo was good, expect the angle, think i slant the camera the wrong way. Still a long way for me to be a good photographer. It was still early after she drop off the bus, and so i decided to go dhoby ghaut to take some pictures for my photograph competition. I'm suppost to pass up 5 photos on the theme JOY, but till now i still haven have any photos i think its good enough for that. I guess i paid $1 for nothing. Later in the evening, i was very bored and went to cycle from my house to esplande. Yes it is very far, took me around 45mins to get there. And very unfortunately, it started raining once i got there. Hide for awhile and but the rain did not stop, so i called my mom to come take me home. Had dinner outside before we went home.

So, it finally comes to today. Had CD lesson today, my group was suppost act out a play, but we did not prepare and so we did a very last minute plan and ofcourse it did'nt turn out good. Did manage to go through the whole thing but still it was not good. Went home after school and found out i got internet back again. And i also got sort of a good/bad news. The leader of my group in the logi subgroup had talk with our logi head and decided to pass the leader to me as he is too busy with his stuff, and also heard that there will be a meeting for tomorrow at 3. Ok that is very not good. Tomorrow i had some plans and was very looking forward to it, but guess i had to cancel it. The other reason i had to really cancel is because now i am the leader of my subgroup, so i don't really want to miss the meeting. Well now that i am the leader, its sort of a good, but at the same time bad news to me. Good cause its like something i always want to be, bad cause i don't really have any leadership quality. I have really not much idea how to do things, and also i had to now do alot more stuff then before.

I have decided to give myself an initial, S, like Mr Ong's N. Well my name start with a S so i think i will just call myself that. Well it seems to me S is not as cool as L or N, but think i will stick to it untill i find another cool letter, or something hahaz.

Think i will end it here, have to go my logi things and also my assignment, and its damn late now, so thats all.
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Short films

2006-01-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

Just watched some short films made by people from different schools in singapore at art central. One of it was produce by some of my seniors. The films shown are all very good. There was this film where they discuse the topic on Love. The whole film they show different people talking about love. All of them trying to discribe what love is. Quite interesting, learn a few stuff myself. Came to a conclusion that love is all different to everyone. So for now before i understand it myself, i should really stop worring about it. Well i may be saying this now, but i know that by tomorrow i would be thinking about her again. Brain cells will be wasted in thinking on this kind of things rather on my studied hahahahz. How i hope god can just give a hint or something. Well maybe i should just ask from him.
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New house

2006-01-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Went to visit my new house today. It is a shop house. Seems quite nice from outside, but i wonder the inside. Hope i can get my own room again, but my mom have told me that i might have to share a room with her.........saded hahaz. Drive around the area and convince my mom that our place is nearer to Hougang MRT then Payalebar MRT. Later in the afternoon went to sell bread again, cause some guy can't make it or something. Gave some of the unsold bread to Miss Ong on the way home. Well a real short and boring day today i guess..........
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No lesson day

2006-01-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Woke up late this morning and missed my NETF lesson. From home to school, the weather was nice. The sun was even out, makes me think that the rainny days are over but no, it eventually rain again in the noon. So as i was saying i went to school late wanted to go for WEBP lesson and PCT. Reach there the lecturer for WEBP says his not feeling well and so not gonna have class. Then found out i was tricked by classmate as there was no PCT lesson today. So ened up going school for nothing. Erm maybe not all nothing. Had lunch with the other classmates that did not go for lan and went loitering around the school. Did not want to go home cause it was still raining heavily. While loitering met Miss Tan on the way and said hi ........ well that sure brighten me up for a while for i haven seen her for sometime. Wait i dun usually she her anyway hahaz. Continue to walk around and met my classmate on the way again. Talk a little and decided i should go join archery club next semster. Have always want to join but didn go for it. Wanted to wait for Miss Tan or Ong to finish school before i go home but i will have afew hours of doing nothing in school. So decided to went home. Later at night all the guys came back from NS. Had a mass conversation on MSN, and i just listen to what they say. They talk alot about NS. It was quite interesting. Waiting for CNY so i can go out and have fun with them and also listen more about NS :)
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Days of Aceleration

2006-01-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

Days of acelaration, thats what pastor prince said this year would be hmmm not sure what it really means. Slept through half the sermon again today, heard something about saying "grace grace" when ur in trouble. That reminds me of the time when i sat Cathay Pacific. They had this video saying when the flight guy say "brace brace" we are to sort of hide behind the chair infront of us, or something like that. So church was funny too today as always. Oh and its the first time i went for the 3rd service. Usually i would go for the first with Mr Ong. Have been to the second and fourth, but never the 3rd, so this is the first time. Well raining the whole day again today, well according to the ppl in church raining means erm something good, can't remember what they say again hahaz, really have to be more attentive in church man hahahaz. Went to cut hair after church, yea hair damn freaking long and already said many times want to go cut but didn go. Went to QB house cut, $10 for 10min. First time there the lady ask some questions about what kind of hair i want to cut but i didn noe any so i just said cut short. Then she asked some more i just anyhow answered them. Well 10mins later it was done. And i ended up with a different hair style then i usually have. Can't say i really like it alot but it sure is something new. Bet tml gonna get laugh at for this strange looking hair style. Wonder if i will go back QB cut again or i should just go back to the old place at chinatown where i use to cut since i was young. The ladies there noe me very well already hahaz. Oh well i should really get a new hair style but the one i'm having now......is it good? Maybe i should ask my friends to see what kind of hair style i should cut hahaz.
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Errrr irritated

2006-01-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sleep very late last night, couldn sleep, dun noe why. So I tried to make conversation with Miss Tan on MSN since she haven slept too. Instead she suggested me to go do my assignment. So I took her advise and started doing my assignment. Didn take long before i start to feel sleepy hahaz. Went to sleep soon after at around 4am. But the sleep was not long before i got intrupted by my mom at 6am. She was trying to get on to the net but somehow IE didn open, so did firefox. So i woke up to helped her. Didn get to know what happened but it was fixed after i restarted my lappy. So thats the first intruption. Went back to sleep and around 7 am i was awaken by my QD. Again it was my mom, apprently shes outside and tried to call home to ask my maid do some stuff, but something was wrong with the home phone. So i got up once again and went to see what is the problem. Well i though that would be the last and final problem and went to sleep again. Then half an hour later she called again on my phone saying she can't call home again. Went to checked and found out that my brother was using the phone. Wonder who his calling so early in the morning. He got a scolding from my mom from my QD and so i put the phone back. Was so irritated that i was disrupted 3 times in the morning that for the first time i move to this house i slam the door of my room. Went back to sleep and no more disruption till 12pm. I was still very sleepy, my mom woke me up again to ask me do some attendence thingy for the company. Well what can i do shes my mom so had to do whatever she ask me to do. So did the thing and decided not to go back to sleep. Watch abit of cartoon had my lunch and continue watching tv for the whole afternoon. Later at night after dinner, decided to went cycling around. Went to east coast park and rode around. Then came back and started writing this. Well so i wasted my whole saturday like this haiz....... So irritating ahhhh!!!!!!!!
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Bored day..............

2006-01-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

Been staying at home the whole day today. No test so no school. Wanted to send Mr Ong off to his NS but Mr Sum didn want to go so decided not to cause it will be strange if i went with Mr Ong's family. So stayed home and started doing my work. Nope not assignments but work from my mom. Every beginning of the month i had to do the attendence for the company. Yea some free labour for my mom. Got some surprising news from my mom. We're gonna move again......haiz....... Only have been living near east coast rd for only 1 year and we're gonna move again. Its sad, i finally get to know the area better and finally got to know a friend here and i have to move soon. Well it should be around june so i hope the idea of moving will be taken away. But if we move we're gonna move to Hougang area, but acording to her its nearer to paya lebar mrt then hougang mrt....so i wonder if i'm really moving there hmmm? But its not all bad cause if i move to hougang, i also have friends living there. But still i feel sad leaving my current house. No more going home with my friend when i have the chance and no more riding around the area or to east coast park. Well whatver it will be i know god will still take care of me.
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Rain rain rain ................

2006-01-06T02:01:00.000+08:00

Rain rain rain, yea like what the title says, today have been raining almost all day long. Had my last Mid Semester Test today, Java, well it was not very hard but there are still some problems here and there. Could have done better if i did not want to go toilet badly and the room was not so cold. Half the time shivering in class, wasted precious time to think on the question. Oh well after that went to join some of the guys again. Waited at Somerset MRT for them cause they were playing lan at some unknown place. Found out there is this christian book/music shop in the MRT. Went in to take alook, quite nice have lots of stuff. Then this book caught my attention "When boy meet girl" or i think its called that. An interesting story, might just buy it next time when i have money. So went to meet them after they finish lanning. 2 left for NS today so not gonna seem them for at least 2 weeks i think. Mr Ong went for a crew cut.....think thats what they call it. The whole time just keep rubing his head hahahaz. His going NS tml so 2 weeks not gonna see him and 2 weeks of going church alone. Well had dinner at taka then went to play pool at cine and so had to depart cause its late. Can't wait to see what the others look like with crew cut, espcially those that have real nice hair style hehehee. so thats all for now gonna sleep damn sleepy.
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Half Fun Day

2006-01-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

Well start the day with another test in school.......yea again just like the previous test i did very badly again. Same thing happened to this test just like the previous one. So after test my classmates wants to go play lan. Want to follow them alot but didn cause i had assignment to be passed up today, so had to stay back in school. So passed up the assignmnet and waited till 1 to go Nan Yang Poly for some ebay talk. Not really very interesting, just trying to get people to use ebay, but I'm already used to yahoo auction instead. Then explore with the club people around NYP. Quite big and nice, compare to SP, its just alot better hahhaz. So met up with the guys later at night, was suppose to Settlers Cafe but it was full. Settlers is a cafe where you can go there play board or card games. They have a wide range of them and alot are games you have never see before. So they went to HQ a lan gaming place, then to our surprise there is a The Mind Cafe just beside it. Well actually is one of the guys found out this place on the net, but didn know where is was. Well after thinking we decided to go give The Mind Cafe a try. Played 2 games there one of them was similar to another game we played at Settlers last time. Had alot of fun there and then went off cause the shop is closing. After, the guys went off to HQ to play lan while i headed home since i still have test tml and i still haven studyed. Oh well its java practical tml so it shouldn be much problem. This i can say more confidently then any other modules hahahz. Well for the next 3 days, some of the guys will be going for NS. Will be really missing them alot ....... haiz sad la ..... and when they are out of NS, it will be my turn to go in, a total of 4 yrs will not be able to see them everyday, maybe only on weekends and so on. Oh well guess that just means i will have more time to spend with my other friends hahahaz. OK so thats all i guess for today.
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Test on first day of school......

2006-01-03T20:07:00.000+08:00

Ok who in the right mind would actually let students have test on their first day of school after holidays. Well that would be people in Singapore Poly.........yes i had test just on the first day of school, today. I didn’t study through out my holidays, no I’m not lying i really did not study. First thing in the morning i woke up was on my lappy, go through all the sites i usually go then bath and went out. Brought my NETF book along and started reading it on train. It was around 7am plus and the train was crowed. Couldn’t get any sits so have to stand and read the book. Well i read quite fast of course skipping a lot of the stuff. Finish like 2 and half chapters when i reach school. It was already 8am plus when i reached. There are already people in school studying. Wow they sure are so much earlier then I am. So I went to bought coffee from the FC6 and started studying at some table around. For some reason i couldn’t study much. The coffee sure makes my dizziness go away but still i couldn’t absorb anything much then i did on train. Maybe I had to stand and study then i can get whatever I’m studying hhahaz. So since I couldn’t absorb anything, I went to look for my classroom where the test will be held. Purposely walk one level down to see if she there already but guess not. Then walk up to my class where i see 2 of my classmates already there waiting. Seat down with them on the stairs trying to read again. But oh well still cannot get anything in. So one by one people start to come in, and then its 9.....the test starts. Walk in take all the stuff needed from my bag and find a seat. Just reading the paper makes me headache. Found out that i skipped too much when i was studying on train. I almost couldn’t answer any questions. Had lots of blanks here and there. Well if I can actually pass this one i must really thank God. So had a short 2 hr break ate lunch with classmates then went to com laps to see if we can get any last min stuff before the next paper, WEBP start. Its a practical, though it was easy but noooooooo. Well actually not really difficult, it just that i had to do a lot of stuff and the time given was just not enough to finish it. Think that happened to everyone. After the test everyone were like die liao sure cannot make it one. Hahaz so 2 test down in a day. Then went home after that, slept for awhile and woke up to write this yea, haven even start studying for tomorrows test, OPSY. Think i just gonna mess around on my lappy before I start studying which i fear it may not happen. So this is my second entry hmmm guess I’m still not really use to this blog thingy. Well and people who are reading this may have notice I didn’t write like how i did on the last post, its not so messy anymore hahhaz. Now i guess that’s all for today.
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First blog for the new year for Stevey !!!

2006-01-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

Ok so this is my first blog and my first entry
Well 2005 sure was a good year and a year of double something as what pastor prince said
damn always not listening in church hahaz
well blog have been getting so popular these days that i think i should start one too
had a lot of fun reading my friend's blogs especially Mr.Ong's
well lets have a recap of what happened last year...... that is if i remember......

well start of year sure was not very fun
had to go help out my mom's company/bread shop/cafe
it was a good experience i must say and really makes me think that studying is a hell lot better then working
maybe because i had to work so many f**king different roles in there and get a normal one persons job pay
i had to do office work in the morning and afternoon
then have to tend the shop in the night so i work from 9am to 9pm
or maybe becuase of all the left over troublesome stuff i had to take care off when the 2 stupid ass quit their job
well can't really say they are bad they do have their reasons for quitting plus if i were them i would also quit too
but how could they let a kid like me take over their job haiz
anyway its over and all the troublesome stuff are taken care of too but the company have new troubles now
oh i almost forgot before i started working in my mom's company
i worked at some event held at science center
it was about a robotics competition
i was the referee and of course there are also other people who are referees too
it was fun working there
long hours but fun
get to know a lot of fun people
and one of them is now studying in SP too and in the same school but different course

ok so that's it for the front part of the year
then i had school
yea school was fun
first was enrollment day
not so fun but i get to know a short girl who is pretty and nice.......
i dun care what others think srew u whoever think she's not good blaaa
then was FOC camp
camp was real fun
get to know a hell lot of people
and also get to group with the nice and pretty short girl from enrollment day and some other pretty girls too and some really good guys
had lots of fun in camp maybe cause i didn had any camp experience before
like 2 certain girls and yea most people who knows me already know who they are
anyway after camp is work again ..... sian for a few week and finally school start
got in to a damn nice class with damn nice classmates
sometimes i just think that god really is very good to me
i always had very good classmates
from primary school.....maybe since i dun really remember much, to secondary school where i get all me best friends from and now poly.
so i really thank god for it
hmm so what should i write after this hmmm
oh well can't remember much of it now all i remember is that one of the girl i like got a boyfriend just a few weeks before exams .....now that really makes me start thinking
do i really like someone or is it just a 5min thing in me... so anyway i started to think that i dun really like anyone
maybe all i wanted was to just get a younger sister or something
well it was my wish since i was young i wanted to take care of someone or maybe not take care ............
argh its complicated still trying to figure things out now
so i was real sad when that happened anyway but because of my assignments that need to be rush i dun really had much time to be sad so i quickly forget it for a moment and rush my assignments
then came the exams ....... just too lazy to study again and that was not a good thing to do
got really bad results
among the last in my class i guess
but again god is good to me again so i didn fail any of my modules
then came holidays
it was not really fun other then the LTC camp
well in there got to know even more people and makes me really wanna join the ICT club now called MIT club
well maybe not really wanna join just that the people i get to know from the camps a few joined the club so i joined too
oh then there was also this girl that was in my FOC camp group that left school because of some reason and i'm lazy to explain why she left
abit sad la she was at least to me a very pretty girl
she is a good person fun to be with
the first girl that i had gone out with alone well just for lunch and pass her some stuff then i went to join my secondary friends later after so not really go out or anything
but still a good experience
so i'm already half way talking through the year 2005 huh
what else are they to talk about after that
hmm so after the holidays school start again
lucky for my class only one guy need to repeat module.......wait that is still bad he was a nice guy
so only he had to leave our class and join other class
but we still see him every now and then in school and hang out around
oh forgot to mention again in the holidays i had my first class chalet
and i'm hoping it will not be the last even though that one was really bad
first night was like only 4 guys including me
that felt very gay
then next day added afew more guys and 1 girl
the rest of the class had dun noe what stuff to do so can't come
so we had like alot of food left and had to class some outsiders to join the bbq
well i called my secondary school friends and the pretty girl that left SP and my classmate called his friends
so we did finish up the food
in the night we had to squeezes 6 people in 2 beds if i remember correctly
and there is the act gay guy in my class that start acting real gay when we turn the lights off
ok so end of holidays now back to school
so now i join the club
tons of events are going on and i participated in some of it
now the club is planning for next year camp.....wait its this year now hahahaz
get to know even more people from this planning
even know someone that live really near my house
now that is something exciting
for all my live i had no friends that live near me
so when i know she live near my house i was quite excited hahaahz
now i finally got a friend that live near me
so that basically the whole year really summarise or i have just been talking about the events that i remember
hmmm wait actually there's more, so i gonna continue
i took up photography due to the influence of a friend in poly
but ended up being a stalker instead
sort of at least
hahaz so beware
and also cycling
just bought a new bicycle recently and liking it alot
keep riding it every now and then
oh then i also had alot of fun through out the year going out with my secondary school friends
a bunch of great people that can make fun of almost anything
laugh at the smallest thing that happen
and now most of them are going army this coming week if not april or so..............
quite sad cause i will be really missing them especially Mr Ong whom i always go church with
so had alot of fun celebrating christmas with them too
then also had fun celebrating new year with the MIT club people
expect for the waiting bus to go home part
that totally sucks like there's no tomorrow.

hmmm ok can't think of much stuff i want to out it down
actually theres alot just that i'm lazy and really sleepy and that i want to go sleep so tomorrow or rather its pass 12 so today later in the morning i want to wake up early in the morning to go school early to study for my test that i haven even started
so yea i had lots of chapters to study and i haven even start
instead i'm writing this entry
hmm well guess its because of the weather
keep raining like theres no tomorrow
maybe i should think that the rain are snow except that because Singapore is hot so it become rain
maybe i would not be so moddy because of it
then also maybe of all the celebrations going on
Christmas and New Year
its just not the time to study
anyway think i will just end the entry here
any comments just give it to me i will be glad to see what others have to say about it hahahahaz
just got the inspiration of doing this blog after looking at my friends site
its real great maybe i can get some idea from her site for my webp assignment hmmmmm
ok now thats really it that all i gonna write and thats final
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