Having own care group, asking her out

It have been afew days that i have not been writing here. In this few days, alot of things happened.

Lets start on Friday. I went to sentosa with the club people. Sort of tricked to go, cause i though it was compulsory. Well it was still fun, just got sunburn, and now my back skin is starting to peel liao. It is freaking disgusting.

So came Saturday. That day, i went to find my care group that i was assigned to. Went to sign up for campus ministry on the Sunday before. Wanted to have a look how other are doing in church. Anway, campus was fun, the group i was in had my classmates friend there. And the person in charge of my group is one of the lead singer. Had a great time there, listening to all the things, and learning it.

Then came Sunday. After church, went to IT fair and then went to work. Well Sunday was not a very interesting day.

Then Monday, not much, just went to watch movie with the guys. Was suppose to meet my care group people, but they forgot to inform me the change of location, so in the end i did not go find them.

Then comes today, or should i say Tuesday since i am writing this on Wednesday 3am plus. As usual, went to work and came home, wasted another time not making any appointment. Getting closer to my committement date, hope i can do it by then, or else i will have to go cut crew cut.

Not the main point of it anyway. Went home and after some time starting at the com screen, saw Miss Toh came online. So i started chatted with her, and who knows this chat lasted for 2 hours. It all started by me trying to get her to come down to the company's office to have a look, then go me trying to ask her out, and then finally giving up. So i spent 2 hours talk to her trying to ask her out, but i failed. People might say i'm wasting my time, but no i'm not. From the day i work in this company, i learnt alot. Every failure indeed have something to learn from it. At the least i learn alot about her from that conversation.

Then as i am typing this, i remembered something which i should have do, but never do. That is to put all my cares on God. Don't try with your own strength, but let God help you. Erm something like that la. Basically it is to let god help you and not care so much about it. I have been using my own strength and knowledge to do what i want to do and get. That is all wrong, i forgot that all i need to do is to put whatever i care about in him. He would help me through everything. I might not know how he is going to do it, but i know he will help me, and so i should not worry so much and think so much. Ok thats all for today i guess. I wonder why i like her sia, its so strange, i want to give up, but i also don't want to hahahahahaz.

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