happy no mood day

How can a no mood day be happy, hmmmm contradicting? Yea, never mind i will explain at the later part of this entry. First on a few stuff before today.

I got only one of my test paper back, the result was not bad, thank god's grace for that. I did not really study, as usual my bad habit, only read through the slides last min the day before.

Then i had this small talk about some stuff with my mom when she takes me to school. She was telling me some stuff, and said that god is a jealous god and showed me some verse from the bible. She also said something like god will take away what he have given if we do something wrong or something like that.

I was confuse after hearing that, because this is not what i have learn. So i asked my caregroup leader about it. He said that god is jealous or should be more sad to see that we pray to other idol. Then he asks me why then after we are already in Christ he still is jealous. I did not know obviously to that, so he told me he is jealous because he wants our attention and really loves us. In fact he wants us to know him more then being jealous.

So that sort of answered my first question and confusion on the jealous god thing. Next is about the gift he gives us. So he told me that it is true in the old convenient, if we break the law, god will punish and take back. BUT NOW, he won't because of the perfect work that Jesus has done on the cross. He redeems and exchanges his blessed, prefect, spotless, free life for us. Oh when my mom talks about this, she also told me about this story about this Indonesia pastor to sort of prove her story. So i asked about it too why that happened to that pastor. He said he can only say that the pastor still believes in the old convenient, which is the law, and so whatever is in it apply to him. So the conclusion i got was to believe that Jesus had saved us and believe and receive what he had given, something like that. Anyway that solve my confusion and now i am waiting for my mom to come back from Indonesia to share with her :)

Hmmmm that should be enough for the stuff before today stuff.

Did not go for any lessons today. I had 4 lessons in total today, 3 in the morning and 1 after break. 1 was canceled for the morning lesson, so had only 2. I could not wake up in time, so i missed the 2 lessons in the morning, means i only have 1 more lesson to go. Went to school, but for some unknown reason, i am just not in a good mood since morning. So i decided to skip the last lesson too, and so did not go. Reached school, did not know what to do, so just walk around school listening to my mp3. Then i decided to pass some stuff to a precious sis in Christ, SL, so i waited for her to finish lesson. Finally her lesson ends and i met her. That is when i started smiling for the day. Then i walk with her, met up with Miss Toh and her friend cause they are all in the same lesson previously, and they decided to go eat somewhere. I followed them for awhile and decided to call another sis, marg, and return her CD. She was near the bus stop where we are and so she came to meet us. Then finally Miss Toh's bus came and they left. Marg and i decided to go back and then she notice that Miss Toh is the one i like...... and so she convince me to go find them. So instead of going home, we went to the place they are. Met up with them, they ate while marg went to find her stuff and i just stay there doing nothing, being stupid not knowing what to say or do. Well after some time, we left and i went to get a new file and some stuff and headed home with marg. Yes it was a happy day i guess for me; my not so good mood became very excited and a little high mood.

That’s all i guess.

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