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Why is the title this time just a smiley? Well I don’t know what else to put but this. Actually this is a post I wanted to write for some time already. But due to the fact that I am in the middle of moving house, and after I moved, there was no internet connection, so I did not write.

So why a crying smiley then? Well because when I wanted to write this entry, I was quite sad I guess. Sad over the things my brother is going through, my mom too. And there was this time where anger just came over me and made me forget all the good things that are happening. Amazing how just one small thing can make a person angry and forget all the other things that are happening around. I wanted to go for caregroup on that Friday, but my mom called, and said that my brother would not answer her call and help her on moving. Just when I thought that all the moving is done, she cry and scolded not just my brother but me included. So angry somehow, I went off home to help out. Yes I was angry because she did not tell me before hand and I already told her I have things at night. But she scolded me saying I did not think. Anyway I went back to help out, and think she did not know I was angry since I did not say much. I was really angry and sad that I could not go for caregroup. Anyway it has passed, so had all the emotions.

Guess that was what I wanted to write that day, or something like that since it has been like 1 week and so I forgot entirely hahaha. Then some interesting stuff happens like on the Tuesday and Wednesday, it was a FUN day. Well Tuesday is my friend’s birthday, and she invited me and some of our classmates and her friends out. That also includes HER HAHAHA. I don’t know if she asks her because I asked about her or she already wanted to include her in the outing, but it does not really matter. All it matters is she was there! The outing to celebrate her birthday was quite fun I guess, we went to had lunch then went to party world to sing. I was doing all the photo taking, another good friend of mine entertain us by singing a lot, because for some reason everyone did not want to sing much. Then I sang like 2 songs? and one of them I sang with her *BIG SMILE* After all the singing, she went to meet her friends and so left first. A little disappointed because for the few hours I only talk to her like a few sentences and did not even seat with her… and she’s leaving first…… so sad…… haha. Well we went to have dinner and later I went back home. It was quite fun overall, and I sure would want to go sing again some other time.

Then it was Wednesday. It’s CAREGROUP OUTING DAY!!!!!!!! 2 NPCG people joined us too. We went to east coast park to play. Most of us, including me went to learn roller blade. Some went to rent bike instead. It was fun learning, I now know how to move forward and go over humps at least. Had some injury because I tried to move faster and fell. After all the blading, our CGl left for a meeting first. Then the rest of us went to have dinner at parkway. After dinner we stayed like an hour at a pet shop looking at dogs and talking to the owner about it. It was interesting. Then after we went to a near by play group and just seat down to talk. Talk a little about dreams and then Zhen Heng talks about his situation. Did not know about all this till that day. Pray that his illness will be healed and everything will go smoothly.

Talk about dreams. I do have a few too. Well what I want to for now is just have all the financial problem gone. It really saddens me to see my mom troubled and crying about it. And my brother to just not let my mom worry about him so much. Then I pray that my family would all be together in one place, hopefully Singapore haha. Not like now, dad in Taiwan, sis in London and only my mom, bro and me in Singapore. Missed the days where we could just seat at one table and have dinner and watch TV. It seems like such a long time since we did that, and that was like when I was very young. That would be what I dream for now.

Praise God that he had given me all that I have now, and will continue to praise him no matter what is going on.

Well that’s all for this entry I guess.

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Favour !!!

Haha i just feel like tying something hehe. Every time i say it's gonna be short, but i never was.
Well anyway i guess this one is really gonna be short, cause i don't really remember what i wanna write. Well maybe while i'm typing, it might just come out, so here goes.

Well last Saturday or Friday, i went to move things with my mom to the new house. My mom was driving a van, the kind with the back door, then because the door was not close properly, while driving, it open in the middle of the road, with lots of cars around, and a chair dropped. Quickly we park the car to the side and another car also park behind us. The guy in the car said our chair almost hit them, but it did not. Quickly i went to find the chair, and quite surprisingly it was on the side of the road, with only a few scratches. Really thank God for favour with the other driver, because they did not ask anything from us. I mean its really amazing, that no one was harm or was there any accident. It's like a miracle to me.

Well then Sunday came, the service was preached by Pastor Mark, because Pastor Prince went to Australia. What pastor preached was really interesting. Then i fell asleep around the end, and they say that was like the most interesting part, argh. But i remember myself still laughing when i was asleep, haha it was like my eyes were close, but i was smiling. But well i can't really remember what was said when i was asleep. Then later after service, went to play blind mice till quite late. Steve later before we left said something really good.

Then it was Tuesday, my first day of the 3 separated days work in science center. The work was quite easy, compared to what i though it would be like, and it was not really in science center. All i had to do was just to follow the tour guide, and take care of the students that are being guided at this place call Biopolis. To ask them walk faster if they are left too far behind and to ask them follow the group if they went astray. That’s all. There were 3 groups of student, and 2 person were assign to each group. 2 girls were assign to one group and another 2 guys were assign to another. I was assign with the person in-charge of the event for the last group. The tour was interesting, even though i don't study biology, it was still interesting to learn a few things about DNA and genes and stuff. See the growth of fishes, frogs and flies haha. Some students ask questions that even the people there don't know and said that's why they are researching on it As i tour, i just thought that God is so great, to be able to create all of these which are so complex to human. That till now we are still not able to answer so many questions just about one animal. There was a break during the tour of course. My group was the last to reach and so we had our lunch like later then the rest. During the break i got my food, went to join the guys that were in charge of the other group. They were from SP too, year1 haha. Half way talking with them, the girls, one from NP and another from RP came over, and they pass me a cup of drink! And they help me take only even though i did not ask them haha. It definitely was God's favour in me hahahaha. Well they said because i was the only one that have not drink yet anyway hahaha. By the way they are quite pretty haha. Anyway we had some conversation and continue to work. Then after afew more hours the tour was over and we went back to science center. Then back there, i meet some classmates that were working on some other project that science center had. I waited for them to finish and had dinner with one of my classmate. It was really an interesting day, and it felt nostalgic to go back to science center to work again. I pray that on Friday when i go back for work, I would meet the 2 girls and guys again. Did not get their number or email, so i will get them the next time hehe.

Well guess that's why my title for this post is favour. All of the favour i get is really from God.
Really Praise GOD and GOD alone!!!!!!!!

Hmm i feel like watching some movies, there are some movies that are out and seems interesting haha, well hope i can ask a certain nice short girl to watch hehehe......

OK that’s all

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